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BookClub Reads: The Exorcist


The terror begins unobtrusively. Noises in the attic. In the child’s room, an odd smell, the displacement of furniture, an icy chill. At first, easy explanations are offered. Then frightening changes begin to appear in eleven-year-old Regan. Medical tests fail to shed any light on her symptoms, but it is as if a different personality has invaded her body.

Father Damien Karras, a Jesuit priest, is called in. Is it possible that a demonic presence has possessed the child? Exorcism seems to be the only answer…

First published in 1971, The Exorcist became a literary phenomenon and inspired one of the most shocking films ever made. This edition, polished and expanded by the author, includes new dialogue, a new character and a chilling new extended scene, provides an unforgettable reading experience that has lost none of its power to shock and continues to thrill and terrify new readers.


This novel has a fantastic plot when you’re in the mood for a spooky horror type of novel, especially as we are at this time of year. However from the beginning, I found that there was a lot of characters and even after slowly reading trying to take in who is who I did find this one more difficult to follow. It has a great plot, however characters where not introduced properly and that sets the tone for the novel overall.

2/5 Stars


Book Review: The Minute I Saw You


When Hannah meets Sonny, she’s irresistibly drawn to him: he’s sexy and confident, but only in town on holiday. That’s fine with Hannah – she doesn’t do long-term relationships. And luckily for her, neither does Sonny. But before they can even so much as kiss, Sonny receives some shocking news and commits to making serious life changes – ones that can’t and won’t include romance.

With even a short fling now off the cards, Hannah and Sonny settle for being friends. But as summer hots up and their chemistry shows no signs of cooling, they start to question their reasons for shutting each other out.

Are they both too broken to find love? And if they tear down the walls between them, will they still like what’s on the other side?


Hannah meets Sonny at her place of work, as a customer. Soon enough he’s basically next door to her and the story begins to unfold as friendships develop.

I love how novels start off where you meet new people and shortly friendships are formed like we are with them in this journey and I find that so exciting to watch it unfold.

This novel was different to Toon’s other novels which made it refreshing. I love how it wasn’t a love triangle type based novel as the ones in the past had the same sort of plot.

In this one they had things to overcome, both of them that is. A lot of self development which was the main focus in this read alongside the love aspect.

3/5 stars


Book Review: Unleashing Mr. Darcy


It is a truth universally acknowledged that a single woman teetering on the verge of thirty must be in want of a husband.

Not true for Manhattanite Elizabeth Scott. Instead of planning a walk down the aisle, she’s crossing the pond with the only companion she needs her darling dog, Bliss. Caring for a pack of show dogs in England seems the perfect distraction from the scandal that ruined her teaching career, and her reputation, in New York. What she doesn’t count on is an unstoppable attraction to billionaire dog breeder Donovan Darcy. The London tycoon’s a little bit arrogant, a whole lot sexy and the chemistry between them is disarming. When passion is finally unleashed, might Elizabeth hope to take home more than a blue ribbon?


Review originally written in October 2014.

I try to see the positives in books but I hated how this author wrote it. I disliked the writing style I found it immaturely written and the whole concept of this novel as well.

Nothing happened in this entire story except the inner musings of both main characters.

I became so bored while listening to Elizabeth think about how hot and handsome he was and then came up with some lame reason as to why she couldn’t like him.

Their few interactions frustrated me as well. She was always so angry with Darcy for, again, some lame reason.

I couldn’t for the life of me see why or how he fell in love with her. His inner musing were only about how beautiful she was.

1/5 Stars


BookClub Reads: The Secret


The Secret is a self-help book regarding the power of positive thinking by Rhonda Byrne. The book suggests the notion that like attracts the like, which means if you emit positive energy, it will be very beneficial because you will attract positive things to you.


I absolutely loved The Power it was an amazing read that I was recommended to read, after that a bunch of great opportunities came my way that I am now in the middle of my ventures!

I recommend this and the other read if you are in need of changing your mindset and gaining a fresh and motivating perspective!

4/5 Stars


The Mothers


The Mothers is a surprising story about young love, a big secret in a small community – and the things that ultimately haunt us most. It is the last season of high school life for Nadia Turner, a rebellious, grief-stricken, 17-year-old beauty. Mourning her own mother’s recent suicide, she takes up with the local pastor’s son. They are young; it’s not serious. But the pregnancy that results from this teen romance – and the subsequent cover-up – will have an impact that will impact all three.


I really enjoyed how this was written. The main character decided she did not want a baby as her career comes first. You should NOT revolve your life around a man you love. They are apart of your life, does not mean you use seeing and spending so much time with them as your only hobby.

Aubrey miss-goody-too-shoes was delightful to begin with however as she began to age she was so obsessed with her husband and seen him as her only priority which was pathetic as a woman because you should not revolve your life around anyone. Have goals and a life outside of your husband as well.

It is very demeaning for any person to have one person as their entire world, yes they can mean a lot to you (including babies) however they are not your entire world as that is not your entire purpose as a person to love and care for one being, your main priority is yourself.

I loved the main character as they developed in many ways. The way this was written was authentic and real, showing the types of women out there and how it can be a blame game on both sides.

4/5 Stars


Baby Be Mine by Paige Toon


‘He’s not mine, is he?’ That’s the question I fear the most. You see, I have a secret. My son is not fathered by my boyfriend, but by one of the most famous rock stars that ever lived. And he doesn’t even know it.

One-time celebrity personal assistant to wild boy of rock Johnny Jefferson, Meg Stiles is now settled and living in the south of France with her doting boyfriend Christian and their son Barney. But they’re living a lie – a lie that will turn their lives upside down and inside out – because as Barney reaches his first birthday, Meg can no longer deny that her son is growing to look more and more like his rock star father every day, and less and less like Christian, and sooner or later, the world is going to realise …


Review originally written in December 2018. The follow on from Johnny Be Mine:

This is a follow on from Johnny Be Good. That in itself denotes there is no need for a lot of pages spent recapturing the story as if this is a first read. It is a follow on which means a good amount of time was spent recapturing the story from the first in this series.

Paige’s novels tend to have a particular theme however, depending on; the plot, the main character and how it has developed I do not simply praise each and every novel as it deserves to be fairly critiqued upon each novel and how the plot develops.

I do enjoy how Paige writes as it has a natural flow which entices you to continue reading. There is plenty of drama in this novel surrounding Meg’s child and Barney’s biological father.

Meg has shown she has taken a step back in life from her career due to how she felt when she was last a PA. She is getting used to motherhood and the challenges and struggles it brings and we are going through that with her. With an unhelpful family as they are too busy being dazzled by Johnny’s appearances at times when they are not listening to Meg’s wants for her own child. As a new mother you would think her own mother would understand this but nope. This made me feel for Meg as she is under a lot of pressure despite her actions and everything that follows when Bess her best friend encourages her to tell the truth and the consequences it brought on.

Moving to LA and dealing with Johnny’s ways and how easily he is influenced by Dana. I love how Paige portrayed them as she made Dana a character to not like much at all. I enjoyed Johnny’s reaction to finding out the truth and what he has done partly to become apart of Barney’s life.

I found this novel more entertaining in ways compared to the first in this series. I have went from disliking the hurt caused by characters to enjoying their development, and the ending of course. I enjoyed seeing how minor characters lives have moved on. This is a gripping read that will make you read faster to find out what happens – that is good writing. I recommend this and Johnny be good for an interesting read.


Book Review: Miss Carter’s War


It is 1948 and Britain is struggling to recover from the Second World War. Half French, half English, Marguerite Carter, young and beautiful, has lost her parents and survived a terrifying war, working for the SOE behind enemy lines. Leaving her partisan lover she returns to England to be one of the first women to receive a degree from the University of Cambridge.

Now she pins back her unruly auburn curls, draws a pencil seam up her legs, ties the laces on her sensible black shoes, belts her grey gabardine mac and sets out towards her future as an English teacher in a girls’ grammar school. For Miss Carter has a mission – to fight social injustice, to prevent war and to educate her girls.

Through deep friendships and love lost and found, from the peace marches of the fifties and the flowering of the Swinging Sixties, to the rise of Thatcher and the battle for gay rights, to the spectre of a new war, Sheila Hancock has created a powerful, panoramic portrait of Britain through


During a time when being a woman and achieving career goals is so difficult to even be allowed to do, this novel was gripping from the beginning.

Do you ever have those weeks, where you are in a reading slump and seem to be quite fussy on the random books you are reading and none seem to be leaving you with that ‘wow I read a great book’ feeling? This novel got me out of that.

As I’m writing this I’m currently at a page where the main character, Miss Carter is chatting with the sports teacher and explaining how she got turned down in university for a group project as she was “too damn attractive”.

It’s weird to think that your looks, being very good, can be a disadvantage to sexist pigs who think they can have you whenever they feel like it. And then use it against you for achieving your career and education goals.

I loved how Miss Carter dealt with her first class, I felt as if I’m along with her in this journey. It’s clear she aims to be an excellent teacher and during that time, for a woman to even achieve that is amazing because the distance they reach in doing so.

Her journey with the students, in particular Elsie I found to be really helpful. Dispute the head masters comments of how you can only help so much and you can’t help them all as family circumstances do take over, Miss Carter still tries her best and a glimmer of hope is seen as Elsie grows.

Circumstances where so difficult and different back then. I felt so sorry for Tony and for everyone between those who has had loved ones shot and those that had to overcome so many difficult situations which lead to where they are now. There’s sayings out there which go on about you have to overcome difficult obstacles in order to become stronger / the best version of yourself however I disagree. I think it’s perseverance, determination and hard work is how one becomes strong. Yes, it tends to involve difficult situations to overcome however I find if you have a goal in mind you can achieve and become a strong-willed person.

A great novel makes you think a lot and question the topics involved, at least that’s what I think when I end up loving a book. Some bits of this novel made me cry it was just so sad hearing some of the stories which I know would have happened to so many people in the world, today and throughout the ages especially with the wars going on.

Overall by the end of the novel I really enjoyed it as it was gripping and got to see characters grow as the novel progressed. The only bit I didn’t enjoy was that it felt as if the story never ended (took me a fortnight to finish) and the little breaks in the writing where the main character was having flashbacks of the war and the gruesome scenes it involved.

4/5 stars


Thursday Thoughts

What is happiness? It’s the absence of fear and pain. But how do we get there? How do we reach happiness? Well the safest way of not being very miserable is to not expect that much in life. Then you shall be happy

When you constantly work at something and become a perfectionist. Something always needs to be improved upon which means nothing is never good enough.

I think the only way of trying to get out of this mindset is positive affirmations to slowly click into your mind since you have been growing up with a set of characteristics and changing your views in this way cannot simply be done. It takes practice and years of reminding yourself each day.


BookClub Reads: The Essex Serpent


London 1893. When Cora Seaborne’s husband dies, she steps into her new life as a widow with as much relief as sadness: her marriage was not a happy one, and she never suited the role of society wife. Accompanied by her son Francis – a curious, obsessive boy – she leaves town for Essex, where she hopes fresh air and open space will provide the refuge they need.
When they take lodgings in Colchester, rumours reach them from further up the estuary that the mythical Essex Serpent, once said to roam the marshes claiming human lives, has returned to the coastal parish of Aldwinter. Cora, a keen amateur naturalist with no patience for religion or superstition, is immediately enthralled, convinced that what the local people think is a magical beast may be a previously undiscovered species. As she sets out on its trail, she is introduced to William Ransome, Aldwinter’s vicar.
Like Cora, Will is deeply suspicious of the rumours, but he thinks they are founded on moral panic, a flight from real faith. As he tries to calm his parishioners, he and Cora strike up an intense relationship, and although they agree on absolutely nothing, they find themselves inexorably drawn together and torn apart, eventually changing each other’s lives in ways


I tried to like this novel. The start of it was confusing and difficult to follow what story was actually going on. By the time it matched the back of the book’s plot, it was detailing every second and it felt a bit boring and then it jumped through letters that I just didn’t follow at times. Maybe it’s a reading slump or maybe it’s poor structure.

1/5 Stars


Book Review: The Power


Every discovery, invention, and human creation comes from The Power. Perfect health, incredible relationships, a career you love, a life filled with happiness, and the money you need to be, do, and have everything you want, all come from The Power. The life of your dreams has always been closer to you than you realised, because The Power–to have everything good in your life–is inside you. To create anything, to change anything, all it takes is just one thing…THE POWER.


Where do I start? This novel is very inspiring and makes you realise that the power is really within you. Love is the key. By altering your thoughts you can change your mindset and how your life will turn out. After all, we are all entitled to a happy, successful and wonderful life where we can get everything we desire, all by using our mindset, using our power for good. Love will get you everything you want.

The author covers a great range of topics throughout the novel, it does seem repetitive at times however it is showing you the examples of topics and how you can apply the power. It made me question / answered some thoughts I had of my own of how particular situations turn out / why do certain things happen.

Eye opening read that inspires you to take action to change your life for the better.

5/5 Stars


Book Review: This Side Of Paradise


This Side of Paradise, F. Scott Fitzgerald’s romantic and witty first novel, was written when the author was only twenty-three years old. This semi-autobiographical story of the handsome, indulged, and idealistic Princeton student Amory Blaine received critical raves and catapulted Fitzgerald to instant fame. Now, readers can enjoy the newly edited, authorized version of this early classic of the Jazz Age, based on Fitzgerald’s original manuscript. In this definitive text, This Side of Paradise captures the rhythms and romance of Fitzgerald’s youth and offers a poignant portrait of the “Lost Generation.”


At the start of this novel we are introduced to Amory’s point of view of how he sees his mother, Beatrice who sounds wonderful on paper. The ,other seemed to never settle with friends or places. Some would find this lifestyle to be rather lavish and would look down upon it however I quite enjoyed reading about their lifestyle.

Parts of the novel began to feel. However I soon realised that this novel had not much of a plot therefore it was quite a let down. It contains rare moments of brilliant writing however by the time you find it each time you are bored. I liked it at the start so I did enjoy some elements.

2/5 Stars


Thursday Thoughts


surround yourself with inspiring,

authentic, true leaders

those are people who show compassion

as well as follow through in what they say

and showing empathy towards others

you aren’t authentic if you do not have

all of those qualities

now, to surround yourself with inspiring people

like that will help you grow as a person

which is success to me


Book Review: The Summer Theatre By The Sea


Charlotte Saunders has always loved the buzz of city life. So, when she finds herself abruptly fired and dumped in one fell swoop, she’s devastated to have to swap her London home for the sleepy town of Penmullion, Cornwall, to move in with her estranged sister.

But Lauren Saunders has problems of her own. A single mother to twins, the bills are piling up faster than she can pay them. And when what she thinks is a loan from a friend puts her deeper in debt than ever, things are starting to look impossible.

In desperate need of a distraction, the two sisters turn to their community drama club. With bit of help from their new friends and lot of help from each other, can the Saunders sisters turn their luck around before the summer ends?


The novel started off interesting, two contrasting characters as they are polar opposites however, they where standard strong characters of one being a complete ‘control freak’ and one that’s quite laid back in terms with their parenting style.

I just could not comprehend how you would stick a 16 hour minimum wage job and complain about never having enough money when you can do something about it, especially as the sister would offer and suggest, instead she just sits there and complain which is the standard ‘full-time mummy’ descriptions you find on much of at least the English speaking countries social media pages, always complaining, when there’s help out there that is being refused because they love to complain.

As for the controlling one; needing to control everything and focus on the perfect job, never learning to let loose.

I found the story interesting to begin with however it lacked much of a plot and it was very slow paced.

2/5 Stars


Gratitude Tuesdays

So I’m going to start this new thing every week. For the next week I will create a list of all the things I appreciate and love. It’s a great way to motivate and to think positively. I’ve recently read a book called The Power, it’s quite inspiring and true. Hence my new outlook, feel free to use this idea for yourself or leave any comments with things that have made you happy, feel gratitude 😊

Some of these may be small silly things however it’s what has brought me positivity which is what counts.

– Light bright nail colours
– Catchy song that you feel love for and haven’t heard it in a long time
– When you complete your exercise goals the first week back at it properly
– Grateful for the new colour in my bathroom and the effort that went into my bathroom and the effort that went into painting it and making it look so pretty and full of love

– Recognition / smiles from strangers
– Thoughtfulness of knowing you have made someone’s day and they have also been the highlight of yours
– When you connect with new people
– When you discover shops sell more of the new things you’re trying
– The little purchases that make a room in your house stand out more / brings happiness

– Achievement feeling when your house is spotless
– Mop slippers that are so amusing and helpful
– Progression in a new project you are working on
– The love and care from others
– Thankful for the safety each day in knowing you have lived contently


Friday Special: Announcement!

I just wanted you all to know that having reviewed books for many years I have been inspired to write my first novel (yay!) I am in the latter stages of editing and at present I am activiely seeking an agent to represent me. This is a formidable task as I know there so many talented writers out there however, if some insightful agent was to take a chance on me I know they would not be disappointed.

My novel is original and I think well written so here goes!


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Thursday Thoughts


i love concerts

the tight spaces

the overwhelming amount of people

the enthusiasm,

the excitement

the coming together

to enjoy the moment infront of you all together

strangers coming together

so similar in those moments

as you come together

the music, the energy, the excitement

i love all of it

it makes you feel alive


Book Review: Queenie Malone’s Paradise Hotel


Tilly was a bright, outgoing little girl who liked playing with ghosts and matches. She loved fizzy drinks, swear words, fish fingers and Catholic churches, but most of all she loved living in Brighton in Queenie Malone’s magnificent Paradise Hotel with its endearing and loving family of misfits. But Tilly’s childhood was shattered when her mother sent her away from the only home she’d ever loved to boarding school with little explanation and no warning.

Now an adult, Tilda has grown into an independent woman still damaged by her mother’s unaccountable cruelty. Wary of people, her only friend is her dog, Eli. But when her mother dies, Tilda returns to Brighton and with the help of her beloved Queenie sets about unravelling the mystery of her exile from The Paradise Hotel, only to discover that her mother was not the woman she thought she knew at all …

Mothers and daughters … their story can be complicated … but it can also turn out to have a happy ending.


I tried to really like this book given the location and cover I will say that.

At first this novel comes across as normally written however we are then introduced to child Tilly who has very bad grammar and I was a bit confused as the novel seemed like it was going to go back in time however it just jumps and you aren’t sure of what is going on exactly. It seems like it’s from a reflection point however it doesn’t seem like it so I found it oddly written at the start. Is the main character supposed to have very poor grammar as an adult who had over 10 years of ‘excellent education’? Because I find it very irritating as it’s difficult to follow. On the bright side Tilly has a colourful way of looking at life, in a child-like view. Every single movement and breath she takes is noted. This is not how I read novels and it does not seem like a real book.

I really liked the cover and the idea that it’s in a seaside town. The ideas of the book are what I like. The writing, the characters and everything as I am reading this makes it very difficult to finish.

Tilly as a child is very disobedient and annoying. Yes we were all children once before however I’m 100% sure that a lot of children including myself had a lot more sense! Everyone seems to have such high praises for this read however I do not agree with a lot of it personally. It was an entertaining read however I was annoyed by the main character.

I really wanted to enjoy this novel however at time’s I got very annoyed by how the main character thinks.

2/5 Stars


BookClub Reads: In Five Years


Where do you see yourself in five years?
Type-A Manhattan lawyer Dannie Kohan has been in possession of her meticulously crafted answer since she understood the question. On the day that she nails the most important job interview of her career and gets engaged to the perfect man, she’s well on her way to fulfilling her life goals.
That night Dannie falls asleep only to wake up in a different apartment with a different ring on her finger, and in the company of a very different man. The TV is on in the background, and she can just make out the date. It’s the same night – December 15th – but 2025, five years in the future.
It was just a dream, she tells herself when she wakes, but it felt so real… Determined to ignore the odd experience, she files it away in the back of her mind.
That is, until four and a half years later, when Dannie turns down a street and there, standing on the corner, is the man from her dream…


First, I would like to say I really enjoyed the introduction. I forget the word for it, where the author is starting a sentence with just the number of minutes. Then describing what the number stands for. The main character seems very proud of her materialistic achievements. She has this random dream, fast forward 5 years later and she meets this random guy she’s dreamt about, but, *plot twist* he’s going out with her best friend, so how does the vision she had in her dream come true? Intriguing plot that has left me wanting to read more every time I had to stop reading it, going back to do errands and so forth.

Plus, it has a very pretty cover.

Although, I do not like how she treats David. I mean she describes how he goes out of her way to do everything such as the late take-away food ready for her whenever she ever came home for work although we hear so much about how perfect David is. But she doesn’t seem to really do anything for him now does she? She loves how he does that, and how they fit so well. However she does not show her appreciation at all. He proposed to her at a very top high-end restaurant – the place to be yet she never even bothered to set a date almost FIVE years after the proposal. How mad is that? If you really love this ‘perfect’ guy and how he’s done everything a dream guy does, why would you never set a date or even discuss a wedding ?! This organised main character infuriated me at times as she’s not very appreciative and it seems to be always about her, very self centred main character.

The plot twists and I’m at a loss for words at times for other characters. However with the main character I find her so annoying; who cares what you are wearing and how late your boss is.

As the saying goes, you work to live, not live to work however Dannie sees it as the latter which is kind of sad. Yes your job can be sometbing you love however if all you do is work, then what’s the point? You work hard to play hard and she doesn’t do the latter, she finds it too frivolous.

I understand Dannie is a bit protective of Bella however she’s acting like Bella is her property. Her item. Instead of focusing on herself as well as her own relationship. She doesn’t seem to spend much time on that. It’s just work and friend. No one else. Which is a bit selfish as she is kind of controlling in that way.

As Dannies dreams come to life, what Bella has done for her and her realisation, it was very sweet and poetic.

By the end of the novel, I agree with the acknowledgements of; Continue moving forward which is towards you.

The main character annoyed me a lot however I’ve found this novel to be quite intriguing and I did want to continue reading it each time, to the end of the novel, plot twists throughout.

3/5 Stars


Book Review: The Perks Of Being A Wallflower


Charlie is a freshman. And while he’s not the biggest geek in the school, he is by no means popular. Shy, introspective, intelligent beyond his years yet socially awkward, he is a wallflower, caught between trying to live his life and trying to run from it. Charlie is attempting to navigate his way through uncharted territory: the world of first dates and mixed tapes, family dramas and new friends; the world of sex, drugs, and The Rocky Horror Picture Show, when all one requires is that perfect song on that perfect drive to feel infinite. But Charlie can’t stay on the sideline forever. Standing on the fringes of life offers a unique perspective. But there comes a time to see what it looks like from the dance floor. The Perks of Being a Wallflower is a deeply affecting coming-of-age story that will spirit you back to those wild and poignant roller-coaster days known as growing up.


Re-reading this brought back so many fond memories of the novel itself. I first read this when I was entering my teenage years so to reflect on it now, almost a decade later (feels weird saying that) is going to be an interesting view.

This novel is perfect for those of that age, or those that are looking to rediscover the most nerve-wrecking years of your life. Charlie is very innocent, lonely, quiet, an introvert that just wants a friend and company. We learn his views as he begins to be introduced to life at high school with the help of his new friends that are in their final year. Charlie has explored a lot of what most teenagers would usually explore one or two things or so but he has experienced most of it which is impressive. This novel is written in a way that is just so relatable to everyone reading it. Especially when you’re younger as you’re exploring your thoughts and questioning everything you come across.

We come across his first thoughts on all of this and it’s just interesting to see as he develops.

Things such as Charlie interpreting Craig: “Craig doesn’t really listen to her when she talks. I don’t mean that he’s a bad guy because he’s not. It’s just that he always looks distracted” but as Bill pointed out to Charlie earlier on, “we accept the love we think we deserve” or we tell ourselves we are used to it so we have to stick to it.

The rat and mouse experiment where they both put up with a lot more voltage in order to get pleasure more than food shows that we would do a lot more for pleasurable activities than for basic essential living.

I always get that hug version of a book feeling when I read this. I love how the book finds playlists and book lists for you to research and I thoroughly enjoyed how Charlie describes them as he makes tapes for Patrick.

One of my favourite parts of this novel is the lists! The playlists and the book lists we are introduced to. As well as the meanings of life such as “we accept the love we think we deserve”. I think the movie captures the novel greatly which I wouldn’t usually say. This is a coming-of-age read that everyone should read as it explores a lot of themes that goes on in the typical mind of a teenager.

5/5 Stars


Thursday Thoughts


It’s weird to think, this day last year I graduated.

An entire year has passed, with so many options gone and passed.

Those first six months I had 4 different career roles.

You can accomplish a lot when you set your mind to it! 🎓


Book Review: The Dress Makers Secret


Italy, 1819. Emilia Barton and her mother Sarah live a nomadic existence, travelling from town to town as itinerant dressmakers to escape their past. When they settle in the idyllic coastal town of Pesaro, Emilia desperately hopes that, this time, they have found a permanent home. But when Sarah is brutally attacked by an unknown assailant, a deathbed confession turns Emilia’s world upside down.

Seeking refuge as a dressmaker in the eccentric household of Princess Caroline of Brunswick, Emilia experiences her first taste of love with the charming Alessandro. But her troubling history gnaws away at her. Might she, a humble dressmaker’s daughter, have a more aristocratic past than she could have imagined? When the Princess sends her on an assignment to London, she grasps the opportunity to unravel the truth.

Caught up in a web of treachery and deceit, Emilia is determined to discover who she really is –even if she risks losing everything . .


This young girl at 21, in 1819, along with her mother travel around Italy as they are dressmakers. On the go constantly. Which we see is quite infuriating for Emilia the daughter. They are in a coastal town called Pesaro. I loved the fact this novel was based in Italy. You get a feel for the main character as she’s had to leave places where she has made a best friend and suddenly had to leave and you just want her to get her happily ever after of settling somewhere more than a few months at least. The mother’s views and her paranoia really annoys me from Emilia’s point of view.

As the novel progresses there’s a good amount of lies being told to the main character however, as the reader I began to realise this due to how the novel was written however the main character was a bit naive and at times I wondered how she could blindly follow peoples stories just because they told her instead of thinking outside of the box and actually question everything she is told.

Her father shows very controlling and greedy behaviour – the constant putting people down, twisting stories, things having to be his way otherwise he snaps very quickly. Poor Maude, the aunt that has a very close relationship with both the mother and the daughter.

I loved how gripping this read was, it was quite engaging and interesting to watch how it unfolded. Who knew a human (her father) could be so very cruel?

By the end of the novel, there was a lot of plot twists added some of which you would question and then it was mentioned and you are like the author went there! I found this to be an intriguing and gripping read.

4/5 stars


Thursday Thoughts


i am surrounded by

good natured people

those that have an old memory of unconfident me

would say otherwise as they are people

that need deeply medicated help

in order to properly reflect on their life

by surrounding yourself with those that are always there

to listen, to help, to encourage, to inspire you

come in mysterious ways

but their there for you.

and are always there to help you grow more as a person.

you should only surround yourself with

completely, utterly pure goodness

it’s the key to having a positive mindset

and continuing to grow


Book Review: Almost Home


Madisen eloquently analyzes some of life’s universal themes within the framework of a house. Whether it’s the garden, the bedroom, or the front porch, Madisen takes you into her own “home,” sharing some of the most intimate parts of her life so that you might also, someday, feel free to share some of yours.

Filled with beautiful hand-drawn illustrations from Melody Hansen, this boldly intimate, preternaturally wise, and emotionally candid collection encourages you to consider what home means to you–whether it’s in the lush, green-lawned suburbs or a city apartment–and, more importantly, explores how you can find it even when home feels like it’s on the far-off horizon.


When it comes to Madison Kuhn novels at the beginning – you get a sense of relaxation. A great opportunity to really dive into a read that will help to inspire and really reflect upon your own thoughts. From the first poem in this, I really understand where Madison is coming from, well in terms of relating to it as we do feel homeless from time to time especially as we grow up. However, the fact that everyone is growing up having a real sense of belonging whereas she does not – I really relate to.

“no matter how much I love the man whose clothes hang in the closet next to mine I am afraid of the uncertainty the fickleness of things”

However, by the end of the novel I felt bored and that my time was wasted because all her happy moments for the most part relies on a man. A new perspective on this novel would have been appreciated as it was quite negative to read and was a drag after the introduction.

2/5 Stars


Book Review: A Trade in Tears


Morag, “Mo” has it all. A happy go lucky, free-spirited student and martial arts enthusiast, she’s on top of the world until she finds Cindy beaten and bloodied in the graveyard – ultimately shining a light into unknown shadows of her own childhood.

Cindy, eighteen with her whole future in front of her, has lost it all. One victim of many in a brutal string of sex crimes that has swept their corner of South East England, the experience leaves her shaken, before revealing secrets she’d kept even from herself. Despite the support of her rich and successful older friend Faye, who has troubles of her own, Cindy sinks deeper into despair.

As Detective Chief Inspector Colin Massey, Mo’s father, heads the special task force investigating the sex crimes, another girl goes missing. Her boyfriend, Johnny, begins to hear her voice in his head. Driven to the edge of his sanity, he teeters between reality and the beyond.

As their four journeys collide in an explosion of violence, love and betrayal, the principle questions are, who can they trust, and, is the face of the person looking back at them masking the identity of a killer?


This novel which falls into the cross-genre crime thriller with a paranormal undercurren novel which was published on 28th February 2020. I would like to thank the author Samantha for sending me a copy of this in exchange for an honest review, as all my reviews I write my thoughts as I progress with the novel.

The plot, straight away being introduced to a few characters and background stories got my attention. I was not sure where it would lead but I liked the sound of their backgrounds and where it will go.

To begin with, we are introduced to this girl-turning 18-Cindy. It seems like a quick flash forward into the future before we go into the present as Cindy is trying to retrace her steps, with the main thing being that she was at her friend Faye’s who seems well-off in comparison.

We shortly find out how Faye came into the local area shortly after and I find her life very interesting, it goes back into the present which I found to be a nice transition. The opening chapter ends on an intriguing note as we are curious to find out what happens next.

The next few chapters we are introduced to each main character this novel involves which I enjoyed as it made it easier to understand each character as some novels have a bad way of letting the reader know all about the characters.

As the story unfolds I begin to really wonder what is going to happen and are they going to get to the bottom of finding these mystery people. I find it interesting how our memories work; if a memory is so bad that we block it out completely and have no knowledge of it, yet during counselling it can be brought out even though the person it’s happening to has no knowledge of it.

I agree with the saying in this: “Odd how life weaves it’s wonderful web”

At times I find some of the characters develop and think of how strong they are. However, when it comes to Johnny, he began to annoy me. I know you are supposed to feel sorry for the guy after he finds out some bad news however I found him to be very naive as he later on, had information that could have been of use to his adoptive father / cop. Keeping that type of information from him I just did not understand why he would do such thing. As for Colin, he could have took more actions, for example, if there was cops constantly body guarding his daughter Morag, how did she end up becoming another victim?

I think one of the main points in this novel is that when rape happens to a person, the family or very close people that are your family are the ones that cry about it the most which they shouldn’t. It’s not them that this tragic thing has happened to. It’s the person itself who was abused and they should really give that person a break instead of smothering them as it’s something that has changed their life completely. They need time to process it and discover who they are and who they will be and how they will shape their life.

Eventually I progressed on with the book. For the most part, the characters keep going on and on about they need to find this mole however it becomes boring if you keep on saying it however not much has happened, chapter after chapter. Precious reading time being wasted on the same chapter on repeat for most of the book. I felt this was unnecessary and a lot of these chapters could have been scraped to get to the point. Because out of nowhere, is when we actually get to the good stuff – with the plot actually progressing at 90%. Therefore this novel gets its rating which is very high however as it was a great plot, I just wish a lot of the chapters where cut and got straight to the point, and I felt that Johnny could have just told his dad what actually happened as it would have been most reasonable. I also found some of the explicit scenes with Faye a bit random however it was an unexpected twist when reading this. I found it interesting how Morag went away for a while to discover herself, those changes in scenery was a good insight to seeing another aspect of this read.

4/5 Stars.


BookClub Reads: The Mango Season


Every young Indian leaving the homeland for the United States is given the following orders by their parents: Don’t eat any cow (It’s still sacred!), don t go out too much, save (and save, and save) your money, and most important, do “not” marry a foreigner. Priya Rao left India when she was twenty to study in the U.S., and she s never been back. Now, seven years later, she s out of excuses. She has to return and give her family the news: She s engaged to Nick Collins, a kind, loving American man. It’s going to break their hearts.
Returning to India is an overwhelming experience for Priya. When she was growing up, summer was all about mangoes ripe, sweet mangoes, bursting with juices that dripped down your chin, hands, and neck. But after years away, she sweats as if she’s never been through an Indian summer before. Everything looks dirtier than she remembered. And things that used to seem natural (a buffalo strolling down a newly laid asphalt road, for example) now feel totally chaotic.
But Priya’s relatives remain the same. Her mother and father insist that it s time they arranged her marriage to a nice Indian boy. Her extended family talks of nothing “but” marriage particularly the marriage of her uncle Anand, which still has them reeling. Not only did Anand marry a woman from another Indian state, but he also married for love. Happiness and love are not the point of her grandparents or her parents union. In her family s rule book, duty is at the top of the list.
Just as Priya begins to feel she can t possibly tell her family that she s engaged to an American, a secret is revealed that leaves her stunned and off-balance. Now she is forced to choose between the love of her family and Nick, the love of her life.
As sharp and intoxicating as sugarcane juice bought fresh from a market cart, “The Mango Season” is a delightful trip into the heart and soul of both contemporary India and a woman on the edge of a profound life change.


“You’ve made your own life… no matter how your culture tells you that you owe your parents, you have to remember that children never owe their parents. You don’t owe your parents anything”

This novel was a quick read! I really enjoyed it, although at times I felt like it was a bit dragged as it was mainly taking place over one day. We learn a lot about the Indian culture and how very strict it was back then – unsure of now however it is how the main character is viewing her old life and how ‘americanized’ she has become when she visits it after almost a decade away from it. I felt like I understood her annoying reasons for continuing to chicken out at telling her family as it would be very difficult in that type of culture. I have never realised how important mangos are and how they can equate to happiness either.

3/5 stars


Book Review: Love Boat Taipei


“Our cousins have done this program,” Sophie whispers. “Best kept secret. Zero supervision.

And just like that, Ever Wong’s summer takes an unexpected turn. Gone is Chien Tan, the strict educational program in Taiwan that Ever was expecting. In its place, she finds Loveboat: a summer-long free-for-all where hookups abound, adults turn a blind eye, and the nightlife runs nonstop.

But not every student is quite what they seem:

Ever is working toward becoming a doctor but nurses a secret passion for dance.

Rick Woo is the Yale-bound child prodigy bane of Ever’s existence whose perfection hides a secret.

Boy-crazy, fashion-obsessed Sophie Ha turns out to have more to her than meets the eye.

And under sexy Xavier Yeh’s shell is buried a shameful truth he’ll never admit.

When these students’ lives collide, it’s guaranteed to be a summer Ever will never forget!


I love the cover it looks so pretty doesn’t it? Although in this case, looks are deceiving. The novel started off having me feeling very stressed for the main character. Am I getting old (I’m only in my early twenties however, mentally) I feel like this novel was immaturely written from the main character’s point of view. Yes their at school and applying for colleges oh, in particular medical schools however I found her to be a little selfish and a bit rude – just because you’re Asian does not mean every Asian you come across is just there to nod at / automatic rejection in a romantic sense.

As well, when the main character Ever finally got to her boarding school summer camp type place out in Taiwan and we are introduced to everyone’s colourful hidden personality’s I found a lot of them to be focused on rebelling yes it’s attractive in that way however, I still found the setting to be very petulant.

I’ve seen from others reviews of how the author tried to fit in so many topics and how it was poorly done. I agree with that with my reasoning in the above paragraphs! However, as most teenagers are developing, a lot of topics are thrown at them in that way so I appreciate where the author was coming from. I also appreciate the beautiful cover and plot. However this story was not for me.

2/5 stars


Book Review: A Nice Girl Like Me


Emily Drummond has just finished her degree and the world is her oyster. She can do anything she wants. So when she marries Andrew, 19 years her senior, after knowing him less than 6 weeks, eyebrows are raised. Is this a case of marry in haste and repent at leisure? Is Andrew having a mid-life crisis? Or is this true love for both of them? Then Emily meets Jack, who’s just back from travelling the world, and he offers her a glimpse of what life might be like with someone her own age. Suddenly the doubts come crowding in—did she marry Andrew too hastily and does the age-gap matter after all?


Firstly, I never thought I would be reading a book about how you should take your drinks. Mainly because I do not drink and also, whiskey sounds icky.

I’m starting to find the book misleading: the cover looks so pretty and girly, definitely chiclet type of book right? Wrong. As the first few chapters go on and on about whiskeys and the order you drink them in, boring.

I couldn’t really get into this novel. It was misleading and that’s all I really have to say about this novel.

1/5 Stars


Tuesday Thoughts

television shows

sometimes it can be hard to distinguish

between reality and shows

you may become unhappy at your life,

depicting it, one aspect at a time

that nothing is ever good enough,

when life seems overwhelming and exciting all at once

“what is going to happen now to ruin it?”

is the only thoughts that come to mind

can never accept that life can be of that amount of happiness.

that there is always an end goal to achieve.

that’s how we are taught at school from a young age

to always work towards a goal

like some philosophers, some may see the meaning to life

is achieving goals in order to be happy.

just like the acting we see on streaming media

of what people portray

there is such thing as having it all.


Sunday Thoughts


that moment when the definition is an actual reality

it’s no longer easier said than done

things are becoming so right, at the right time,

coming together all at once.

you begin to slowly grow,

it doesn’t happen all at once

if it did you would not be rewarded

or feel that sense of achievement

you begin to feel like you are you, fully

that the little snippets of you that you had

in memories over the years have finally combined

to a full time reality,

this is now,

this is the real you,

this is your life


Thursday Thoughts

Live dangerously

Live until your heart is content

Those things that scare you (usually)

That make your heart beat so fast but you know it you don’t do it now you will always regret it

Those are the things you should do

They are what make life worth living for

You then have those memories of what you did and how you found it scary but thrilling at the same time

They keep you young and bold

They keep you alive

And make life worth living

— if you dont do it now you will have the regret. Do it without needing an opinion. When you’re sure of yourself you are capable of things like this


Book Review: Sunshine and Secrets


Welcome to The Paradise Cookery School – a place where dreams, and chocolate, are made!

When newly heartbroken chef Millie Harper is offered a job overseeing the launch of The Paradise Cookery School she jumps at the chance. Leaving her ex behind Millie jets off to the hilltop cocoa plantation in St Lucia.

Despite the beautiful location Millie soon realises she faces a challenge to get the school ready on time. And sarcastic but extremely handsome estate manager Zach Barker isn’t helping.

As Millie adjusts to the Caribbean pace of life she discovers her own carefree side in the tropical paradise. But can she fulfil her promise? Or will fun in the sun prove too much of a distraction?


We are introduced to Millie rushing to the airport thanks to her friend and colleague Jen to make a flight whilst reassuring her sister Jen she will make it on time. She is asked to run a cookery school as the main woman Claudia is awaiting an operation. The cookery school is in St Lucia (a country in the Caribbean, one of the Winward islands) I googled it and it looks like paradise. So Millie is at the airport, having to go from a planned airplane ride to a new destination to house sit initially as she thought she would not be running the cooking school. I would love if that type of situation happened to me!

Oh my. The taxi man’s name is my blog name without the proper pronunciation; Clavie whilst I am CLaVie, as in C’s Life. When Millie arrives at the villa we meet Zach the estate manager who is full of personality and wit. We then get to find out a lot about coco beans – which is interesting however it’s a lot of information about a topic when I just want to get on with the summery light plot.

Warning, do not read this novel whilst you’re starving for some food as it goes into details of delicious combinations that makes my stomach more hungry.

However this novel did not hold my attention enough to properly be engaged with it, therefore it gets one point for actually being a holiday read as I did like the idea of it.

1/5 Stars.


Race Awareness

There’s a trend going on, where people think having a blank black image post helps, I get that the sentiment is there however, like many others, if they are saying it does not help, you’ve got to ask yourself why are you doing it then? Just creating an empty feed that is not helping anyone.

In general, it’s not just black lives, it’s anyone of any race as there is racism for every race out there .

How do you help?

By donating to charities in regards to racism such as:

Black Lives Matter UK (UKBLM)

Stand Against Racism and Inequality (SARI)

Stephen Lawrence Charitable Trust

Stop Hate UK

Race Equality First

Show Racism the Red Card

Coalition for Racial Equality and Rights (CRER)

Discrimination Law Association


Tuesday Thoughts


go see the world


do what you love

do not care what others are saying or doing

it can be so difficult to not pay attention to what everyone else is doing around you

as the saying goes, your surrounding influences you

you do what everyone else does or at least you do what is considered normal

whilst having these fantasies of your perfect fantasy


Book Review: Charming


They say what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger, and that’s great… as long as you don’t die. Sixteen-year-old Haley Tremaine had it all: top-notch school, fantastic family, and a bright future, but all of that changed when an accident tore her family apart. Now, an alcoholic father, a bitter younger sister, and a cold headstone bearing her mother’s name are all she has left. Chris Charming has it all: a powerful CEO for a father, a prestigious school, and a fortune at his fingertips, but none of that matters when he lands a reputation as a troublemaker. Struggling to follow in his father’s footsteps, he reaches out to the one person he believes truly sees him, the one person he wants: Haley. Little do they know someone’s determined to bring the two together, even if it means murder.


Review originally written in October 2014:

Every so often it will happen to me that I completely dislike a book that literally has nothing else but positive reviews. It really makes me sit back and wonder if I missed something! Charming was one of those books for me.

This is a Cinderella retelling, I suppose, and the details of that are clear. The girl, Haley, lives in a single parent family with a sibling that is treated like gold while she is abused. Haley even gets to go to a ball, where she has to be home by midnight…and her date is the prince of the town, Chris Charming.

Abuse in a novel is not an easy topic to write on, but when done well it’s compelling. In Charming, while the abuse was sad, the reasons behind it and why Haley figured she couldn’t tell anyone seemed very weak indeed.

Timeline inconsistencies, and several other seemingly small details all came together to bother me enough that I had to quit reading. After 100 pages, I just did not find myself caring what happened to these characters at all. As for the other reviews that call this book, “Cinderella meets Saw”…have you guys even seen Saw?? It took ALMOST 100 pages for any action to happen, and then when it did happen, it wasn’t really heart pounding to me.

This book is definitely closer to NA than YA, so that should be known to those who care about mature content.

1/5 Stars


Thursday Thoughts

I thought I would draw a post to remind everyone about staying positive and keep doing what you’re doing to help. I’ve seen way too many cars out on my street with those that are having large parties. We shall get there some day, ❤️


ARC Book Review: Questions of Perspective


No one knew it at the time, but April 19, 2011, was the most important day in the history of the world.

After his only friend and colleague, John Manta, disappears without a word, Dave Randall further entrenches himself in the humdrum life of an unenthusiastic lawyer. But once he begins to understand what happened, he embarks on a journey to uncover the deeper meanings and implications of John’s fate.

Accompanied by Peaches the cat, Dave uproots his life and reinvents himself in the midst of his search. Along the way, he is haunted by his piecemeal understanding of John’s fate and what it means for his existence. Little does Dave know, his journey of self-discovery will have ramifications that extend far beyond the borders of his own little life.


Firstly, the cover is so pretty and colourful!

Secondly, this novels plot grabbed my attention so I would like to thank Daniel the author for the advanced readers copy. I began reading this before it was officially published.

Now onto the review, this novel begins with the whole present and past tense. We are introduced to the main character Dave’s day during April 19th 2011. The day this novel focuses on. Then we are taken back in time to when Dave and John first met. I love how this novel is focused within the job itself as they are working within a law firm. The two meet during a mundane task that is beneath both of them however as with everything – someone has to do it! A great conversation starter too.

It’s interesting to learn about this omniscience although it still does not make sense how a human can be chosen to be this god figure. I do not like the idea of books being at all religious because it’s preaching however this novel is different as the main character goes from being stuck in a routine where he works for the law doing things without question. To quitting and starting a new life elsewhere trying to figure out what he wants to do. Later on he becomes a teacher and meets this woman called Abby, and events leading to disappointments and questioning in God.

The novel progresses well throughout each stage of life as it passes over years throughout. Some quotes I really enjoyed include:

“Nothing is worth doing if you have to give up even a fraction of your soul in the process”

“When you’re really living, there is something in your life that you are afraid, at some level, of losing.”

“I want to change the world for the better, but I’m not always sure how to do it. And it can be too daunting at times to consider the big picture.”

“Joy is a positive force that fills a day with moments that are truly worth living.”

At first, like Dave, I was very annoyed God/John would let such a horrible thing happen if he can control it from not happening. But the role is to let us make our own decisions and be responsible for the consequences. Despite some horrible things that happen in life. Some would always turn to religion and curse at why would whoever is out there, do that to the world? Because life is not peachy – no pun intended. Life is made to have ups and downs as it does shape who we are.

Overall, at the beginning it took me a while to understand the idea of omniscience however by the end of it I found myself emotional at times with sadness and joy once things finally developed properly (within the story’s plot of wanting the happy ever after), it’s rare for me to give 5 star ratings however this one deserves it as I cannot find a major fault in anyway. I really did enjoy the message of this read and how it was written and how it progressed.

5/5 Stars


BookClub Reads: Flatshare


Tiffy and Leon share an apartment. Tiffy and Leon have never met.

After a bad breakup, Tiffy Moore needs a place to live. Fast. And cheap. But the apartments in her budget have her wondering if astonishingly colored mold on the walls counts as art.

Desperation makes her open minded, so she answers an ad for a flatshare. Leon, a night shift worker, will take the apartment during the day, and Tiffy can have it nights and weekends. He’ll only ever be there when she’s at the office. In fact, they’ll never even have to meet.

Tiffy and Leon start writing each other notes – first about what day is garbage day, and politely establishing what leftovers are up for grabs, and the evergreen question of whether the toilet seat should stay up or down. Even though they are opposites, they soon become friends. And then maybe more.

But falling in love with your roommate is probably a terrible idea…especially if you’ve never met.


As with all my book reviews I am writing my thoughts as I get them so there will be ups and downs with this one!

Okay this novel starts off with odd names and descriptions as it takes a while to remember what is going on. The second chapter is Leon’s lifestyle. Why is the writing in his chapters so off? Like the actual sentences are not fully written. It’s like a child is thinking his thoughts. “Phone rings as.. full stop. Bad timing. Doctor not happy… as night nurse should know” that is just poor grammar. Why would you have one characters chapters at least written decently but have the other character written so poorly? I get it that your trying to distinguish between two different personalities but come on. This is poor English! For a novel that’s been raved about a lot this is terrible!

The chapter then goes into a script mode with no proper structure warning. “Woman is annoying definitely. And is female” this man sounds like a psychopath (should know after experiencing a couple in my past)

As we slowly move through the chapters the main character Tiffy begins to annoy me. I mean why would you wear sunglasses in February if it’s not sunny, there’s no purpose indeed than to look like a diva. Ask, Leon is so rude! “Flat has been redecorated to look immeasurably worse. Can only conclude that she was doing it on purpose – nobody could be this tasteless accidentally.”

After a few more chapters the pair begin to leave notes for each other around the apartment. It’s weird isn’t it? Living with someone you’ve never met and even coming close to meeting them to run away and hide because Leon was nervous. They begin to grow on me as they begin to open up with each other. I’ve heard that Tiffy has been through abusive relationships however I do not agree as I am seeing a girl who is haunted by her ex, Justin. Especially when she is kissing another guy and gets flashbacks of bad then good memories of Justin which is odd. I think she was just in a controlling relationship where he made it seem like she needed him. As for Leon, that Kay lady was controlling as well in a obvious way.

The way Leon and Tiffy first meet was hilarious, there where bound to meet at some point. The way Tiffy begins to remember things about Justin like him saying she got rid of these clothes and other items then she sees those items. I hate him. He reminds me of another character from a book I read this year (I can’t seem to remember it, sorry) it’s the type of person that loves to be controlling and make you seem like you need that person. That’s mentally abusive.

One of the quotes I’ve enjoyed:

“Life is often simple, but you don’t notice how simple it was until it gets incredibly complicated, like how you never feel grateful for being well until you’re ill, or how you never appreciate your tights drawer until you rip a pair and have no spares.”

Overall I found this to be a great read as it showed a lot of development for all characters involved.

4/5 Stars


Book Review: Dreaming Of Venice


Find love, friendship and prosecco – in the magical city of Venice

Life is tough for Penny. A dead end job in a London café, a boyfriend in Australia (what could go wrong?) and an art career going nowhere. But then Penny is approached with an extraordinary proposition.

It isn’t going to be easy but, if she can pull it off, she will turn her life around and at long last see the fulfilment of her dream – to visit Venice. And, just maybe, find true happiness with the handsome man of her dreams.


Firstly, the front over is very inspiring. Of a mystery girl looking at the new island she has just arrived at. Absolutely love it.

The main character Penny Lane (like the Beatles song, yay) is an artist working in a cafe after ghetto girls her degrees to try to help guide her in her art career. I think I read this novel at a good time as I am personally taking up drawing during the period I was reading this novel. I loved that she is struggling to meet ends meet as it has made her appreciate every single penny she makes and will not do anything she does not want to. Her long-distance boyfriend though – what an ass. Seriously I would murder him if I where her, what he did was outright disrespectful.

When Caroline introduces herself it becomes clear that Penny is about to embark on an exciting adventure, who says dreams don’t come true? I begin to get excited as I am reading / going on the adventure with Penny.

With a new look and new job on the horizon it seems like she may be able to go to Venice at last. A whole new life out of the blue, all at once. I loved the friendships she develops. From new ones to old. Jimmy for example and his jokes, the banter between them is fun to watch. I love how into her art she is as well.

By the time the trip to Venice is coming up. The real Olivia has learned how to cook, loved regular clothes and started to come out of her shell more.

All three women found their happy evert after due to love at first sight. Something I do not believe truly exists in real life however each to their own as I found this story so cute.

4/5 Stars


Tuesday Thoughts

Can I go back to Paris, go thrift shopping and book shopping whilst exploring museums and living off macaroons and croissants?

This year has been very eventful. As I said in one of my posts: life comes in phases. Just like the seasons this year a lot has happened.

From Wintery January of starting my instagram in the first place as well as my blog, finishing my final year of university. Exploring jobs and different parts of where I live and in different sectors, a little bit of travelling [however I wish it involved more travel].

Winter was all about travelling and doing more with my time than just studying for my final term.

Spring was similar however I began to drive a lot more and become more confident in that way and in general helped me grow more.

Summer was exploring jobs in different fields, not settling for jobs because of their job titles.

Autumn meant exploring a creative field I enjoyed.

Winter, the month of organisation and knowing in other ways what I want, taking things slower in an adventure way rather than organising every second.

Overall, I think I grew and learned a-lot this year compared to the previous year which is all that matters


Book Review: Making Wishes At Bayview


Callie Derbyshire has it all: her dream job as a carer at Bay View, finally she has found the love of her life. Everything is perfect.

Well, almost.

Ex-partners are insistent on stirring up trouble, and Callie’s favourite resident, Ruby, hasn’t been her usual self.

But after discovering the truth about Ruby’s lost love, Callie is determined to give Ruby’s romantic story the happy ending it deserves. After all, it’s never too late to let love in again. Or is it?


The main character is obsessed with sugar daddies and overthinks every comment her current sugar daddy makes even when he is not calling her fat (size 16) she keeps going on about her weight. I’m sorry, not sorry actually but if you have a problem with your weight – whatever weight you are – DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT! Instead of moping about and complaining. Aside from her body image issues it was interesting to learn about Ruby’s life experiences.

When the brother Nick enters the picture, I really liked his summary for the day to be spent with his sister “A visit to the castle, crabbing in the harbour, crazy golf, jet boat, Ferris wheel, ice-cream, slot machines, sandcastles, doughnuts, an open-top bus ride round The Headland, and fish and chips on the beach.”

I really got into this novel after the whole beginning part. Especially as we see that the main character is caring person, a bit naive but caring towards those she cares for in work as part of her job, and even her bully of a boss. It’s a quality I really admire as she is there for people especially if they aren’t there for her, she cares about the consequences upon others if she had spoken the truth.

I like how she gets her what I call in novels ‘happy ever after’ from discovering peoples truths, and seeing the happiness that she does deserve / gets from when she opens up. And this is all within the first third of the novel.

Then everything seems nice and sweet and we learn more about Ruby however, as the story paces on, the main character starts to complain, compare and annoy me so much between Rhys, Tony and Maria. Yes you feel bad about your friend losing your job however it is not your responsibility to sort her life out. As for the guys well give over and stop repeating yourself page after page.

And as for Rhys, seriously. Cosying our having drinks with your ex when she was supposedly ill. Yes I get you’re trying to be nice and all but that is not on. I don’t know why Callie would accept that behaviour as it’s far too many times and clearly is not just for their only thing in common (the baby).

By the end I enjoyed this novel. However the last fifth of the novel started to drag as there was a lot of happy endings being met and there wasn’t much purpose by the end of it.

3/5 Stars


Book Review: The Juniper Gin Joint


It’s been a tough year for empty-nester Jen in her seaside Devon town; her kids have left for pastures new and her husband’s left for another woman.

Home alone with her eccentric home-brewing father and a Jack Russell, she is just getting her life back on track when her job at the local museum is threatened by her first love and nemesis, Councillor David Barton, who intends to sell the beautiful old building to a pub chain. But help is at hand from her colleagues: Jackie, a former Greenham Common warrior; Tish, a flamboyant historian; and Carol, mega-flirt. Plus newcomer and former campaigner, Tom. Who happens to be a widower. And quite sexy. And also the owner of a Jack Russell.

The key to saving the day and putting the town back on the tourist map could lie just within reach – when reaching for a cold gin and tonic, that is. Mother’s Ruin to some, gin is the making of Jen when she comes together with her friends and family to save the museum and open an artisan distillery in the basement.

With its debauched local history of smuggling, can gin be the town’s saviour and bring love back into Jen’s life?


It starts off funny however I slowly began to find the constant need to always make a joke within the novel very boring very fast. She main character keeps saying how she won’t say this as it is rude and does it every other line – it’s boring, repeating yourself. Then I thought it was slowly starting to get better. But all this woman does is complain and is so paranoid of herself it’s very boring and difficult to read.

1/5 Stars


Book Review: One Summers Night


Kelsey Anderson is stuck in a rut so big, she’ll need a 4-wheel drive to get out. She’s just been made redundant from her dead-end job, and boyfriend Fran is so busy climbing up the career ladder that he’s forgotten how to have fun. She needs to change her life – and fast.
Stumbling across an advert for tour guides in Stratford-Upon-Avon seems like the perfect way to bring the sunshine back. In an impulsive move, she moves from her small Scottish village to Shakespeare’s birthplace, armed only with a suitcase and her battered copy of Shakespeare’s Sonnets.
Kelsey quickly falls in love with the place, her job as a tourist guide allowing her to explore every inch of the picture-perfect town, from cosy cafes to the picturesque banks of the river.
But it’s not just the town that captures her heart, as she finds herself torn between the actors Will and Jonathan who both vie for her affections.
But will beautiful Peony, the lead actress at the Oklahoma theatre company where Jonathan is playing Oberon in A Midsummer’s Night’s Dream, play a role in keeping Kelsey and Jonathan apart?
Or will flirtatious, charming Will, the fellow tour guide who has set his sights on Kelsey, keep the star-crossed lovers from finding their happy ending?


We are introduced to Kelsey Anderson who loves cameras. She shows up to work to be suddenly let go of. I love how the little book she carries with her everywhere is Shakespeare’s Sonnets.

Her and her boyfriend Fran from the beginning had their problems and do not seem to be communicating at all as they have different paths ahead of them however Kelsey has the right to be a bit annoyed as she is under pressure as she does not know what she wants from life due to her limited choice of jobs and career path.

Just like that, after sending her CV off to what sounds like her dream job even though it’s only for the summer, the morning after she gets the call that she got it and has to be in England within the week, how exciting is that? Going from jobless to the job of your dreams.

I really did not like her boyfriend Fran, you do not spend your other half’s savings that was towards a house deposit on a car for yourself! Talk about being selfish as well as stuck up.

The novel started to remind me of Wild Woman’s Guide To Travelling with the whole tour guide and need to get out of where she currently was.

I loved how she got into her routine, her encounters with Jonathan and Will and just getting into that vibe of being in a new cutesy place, summer feeling, new routine, new career, new people and blending in with the locals, getting the local gossip in theatre world it’s all so artsy and it makes a cute change plus the cute little terrace she had to herself in the mornings and evenings I just wanted to be her for a while.

A quote I enjoyed, “Missing someone who’s right there in the very same town as you, alive and well and just getting on with their life is much worse than missing someone, say on the other side of the world, because if they’re nearby and they still don’t come and see you, then you really know all hope is lost. They simply don’t want you. “

Overall I really enjoyed this novel and the only thing I didn’t really like was that the main character was a bit silly at times for not communicating better with the guys mainly and her best friend thought it’s been okay to cheat whilst in a relationship however, it had a cute happy ending or shall I say start to the main character’s life ahead? The authors notes as well at the end of the novel where insightful as it aligns with her own adventures in Stratford.

4/5 stars


ARC Book Review: I Have A Hunch


Summer holidays are for relaxing, spending time with friends and listening to great music. All things that Alice desperately wanted to do. Instead she was sent to London to work with her Uncle Humphrey, a world famous private detective. Things start to get interesting when they’re employed to investigate the mysterious murder of millionaire, Victor Tymm. Together they start to gather clues before the killer can strike again.


Firstly I would like to thank the author, Jeremy DeCoursey for sending me a copy of this novel in exchange for an honest review.

I write my thoughts as I get them therefore this review will have my suspicions on the murder this plot is based on.

The main character Alice, 13 years old is sent to spend the summer with her uncle that works as a private investigator. Automatically I think this is a great opportunity to get into the mystery type genre without too many complications as the main character is young but not immature. Straight away she is told about a mystery with a symbol left at the crime scenes every time as that’s been a long-term one to solve.

A woman walks into the office on her first day as her uncle’s ‘apprentice’ and tells them about her late boss’s situation. When the police automatically rule it out as any sort of murder she turns to them to help and that they do. This is where the story becomes interesting and the plot thickens.

Clues are discovered and then replaced as a mystery person goes to get rid of them straight away which to me indicates it’s definitely someone in the household or at least has access to the household within the estate which means when the gardener suddenly appears it brings a red flag to me. Especially as me chatters on about the other neighbours in the estate.

For supposedly the best private detective investigator this character was written poorly as there are obvious clues that I figured out instantly and he’s supposed to be the best yet he’s as silly as his niece?

Just as I think I know who the murderer is the plot thickens as there could be a partner involved (with my theory) however I noticed all the small signs of the ‘what if’s’ to my theory however both Humphrey and Alice seem to mention the details and never actually get back to them – when writing I think those points should be addressed / looked into as the character did notice it instead of purposely not going over them if the guy is supposed to be the best at this kind of thing wouldn’t you agree?

This novel has me anxious to read more and to find out what happens next, if my theory is correct as it changes slightly with the new information I am given.

Also, I would like to point out I like how this seems to all take place in the space of one day and is split up into hours of the day.

It’s shown throughout it a decent attempt at humour towards the two main characters. By the end I was hooked as I was wondering was my theory correct and how it would pan out. I was correct. Some character flaws as with a lot of characters when I read novels but it still kept me hooked.

3/5 stars


Book Review: Please Don’t Go Before I Get Better


Following her breakout debut Eighteen Years, poet Madisen Kuhn is thrilled to share this intimate portrait of a young woman navigating early adulthood and leaving her teenage years behind.

Chronicling the complexities, joys, and challenges of this transitional phase of life, Please Don’t Go Before I Get Better is a powerful, deeply affecting work that pierces your heart with its refreshing candor and vulnerability. A poignant exploration of self-image, self-discovery, and self-reflection, this anthology brilliantly captures the universal experience of growing up, and you are bound to find yourself reflected in these glimmering pages.


At the beginning it’s easy to depict the memories and only remember the good parts. Good and bad. It’s always seen as the better times. Yet, that was when it was beginning. Now it’s something real. Yet as time passed we taken it for granted. Must remember this even though at the beginning it seems at times much better, it isn’t because now is better. Now it’s real.

Just like the writer, have to be reminded of this:

1. Whenever he wakes up in a half-asleep daze, he always reaches for me, or kisses me, or rubs his thumb on the back of my hand, and pulls me closer

2. Sitting in the passenger seat as I drove around aimlessly for an hour and a half on New Year’s Eve because I was upset and didn’t want to be at home, he told me in the 7-eleven parking lot while I cried at 1 a.m. , ‘I think you’re being too hard on yourself’

3. Spending hours caring for my dog when she was ill

4. Buying last-minute Christmas gifts the day before Christmas Eve and wrapping an impossible-to-wrap basketball for my brother

5. W forcing me to brush my teeth after I’ve already gotten into bed despite my whiny protests

6. Not taking my bullshit

7. Listening to 2009 alternative rock in his car with a box of Krispy kreme doughnuts in my lap

8. Meaning everything he says

⁃ is better than any mushy text message from when he barely knew me

Tonight I’m thinking about the beauty of embracing life’s chaos with knowing that we can’t choose a lot of things, but we can choose to love without ulterior motives, and to be stronger than our emotions makes us feel, and to always keep spinning forward. it’s okay, it always will be.”

“We become ghosts living in places that don’t exist yet, thinking happiness will only find us after we’ve achieved all the checks on our lives’ to-do lists. once I graduate, I’ll be happy; once I get a good job, I’ll be happy; once I move to New York City, I’ll be happy. we get so fixated on every level of consciousness that isn’t embracing the current. but maybe it’s time to stop letting our minds wander to places that are gone, or haven’t arrived yet. maybe it’s time to open the curtains and feel the sun on our skin and realise that existence is a series of nows. maybe it’s time to start realising that the best times aren’t behind us and better times aren’t ahead of us—better times are here, and they’re happening right now.”

As I’m reading through this novel of thoughts I’m finding it so relatable to my age group as the writer is a few years older than me. It’s so relevant as we take everything for granted, we keep pushing forward for these goals we are set up to achieve in life and I’ve been wondering these thoughts as well as I reached life goals.

“No excuse to abstain from life. If we aren’t living, then what are we doing? It will pass, it always does.”

After half way through reading this novel, it begins to be barely 2 sentences across two pages. For the price of this novel I expect more than a lot of empty pages with little to no meaning in poetry / thoughts in my opinion as there are a lot of great novels out there with a lot more content for a much smaller price tag.

3/5 Stars


We’re All In This Together

During this period I’ve taken up drawing.

Remember, this too shall pass.

A friendly reminder that with the current worldwide situation we are all in this together. The harder we work together the sooner we can be with loved ones and reality. 😌



Sunday Thoughts

it’s funny isn’t it? how a hint of cologne makes her melt

how one can forget any bad thing one has done,

the songs he would always dance to and make her dance to as well

endlessly driving in no direction,

making us both forget about everything and in those moments we felt at ease

the way he would smile at her randomly

that look in his eyes

is the way every girl wants to be looked at


how can you miss something you never properly had?


BookClub Reads: Happiness for Beginners


Molly Baker is living her best life.

Thirty-eight years old, she lives on the twenty-five-acre Hope Farm in Buckinghamshire, surrounded by (mostly) four-legged friends and rolling hills. There’s Anthony the anti-social sheep, Tina Turner the alpaca with attitude, and the definitely-not-miniature pig, Teacup.

Molly runs the farm as an alternative school for kids who haven’t thrived in mainstream education. It’s full on, but she wouldn’t have it any other way. So when the well-groomed Shelby Dacre turns up at Hope Farm asking to enrol his son Lucas, Molly isn’t fazed.

But Lucas is distant and soon Molly realises he might be more of a handful than she anticipated. And then there’s the added problem that his dad is distractingly handsome. Molly has her beloved farm to think of – could letting Lucas and Shelby in be a terrible mistake, or the start of something wonderful?


We are introduced to Molly Baker who lives on Hope Farm. There are so many characters at the beginning that I found it overwhelming to keep up with them as the story begins to set in.

When you read a novel I find myself always saying this but it’s true; you find yourself relating to the main character in some way or form.

Molly has a strong personality as well as getting to know all of the wonderful animals and people that I found myself loving her personality however at the same time it was difficult to keep up with to properly engage with the storyline. For example, she had a ‘bucket shower’ as her bathroom, which makes me feel bad for her as she should have at least basic necessities as well as amenities.

Molly helps Lucas come out of his shell more. With daily farm tasks he choose to help Alan which was a good mixture as they both don’t really like chatting to people too much.

I love how even though Shelby (Lucas’s father) is seen as someone full of himself yet him and Molly agreed silently that Scarlett’s behaviour was no different to a toddler. And just like that when everything seemed to be progressing is when the plot thickens and there is a dilemma that has consequences for those involved.

Overall I did enjoy the novel and the message it was sending as it is about spending your time with the ones you care about rather than chasing your ultimate dream it means nothing if you have to leave behind everyone you care about especially as things are progressing.

3/5 Stars


Thursday Thoughts

they say to respect those that hold a higher position than you.

respect your elders

those that employ you

those that come from money

those that put on accents or seem very high class as it’s an act.

if you seem higher up in the pyramid of the different levels of superiority then you get this new found “respect”.

in today’s society the above way of how things where in multiple generations above me is now utter crap.


because why should you show so much respect just because of someone’s position? usually superior people tend to use that to their advantage as an excuse to be a completely disrespectful human being.

always stand up for yourself no matter their position as a position means absolutely nothing.

the world evolves and we evolve with it.


Book Review: A French Girl In New York


This French girl’s life is ugly.

Maude has no friends.

Her foster family’s mean.

She knows nothing about her dead parents.

Only one thing keeps her going: her unconditional love for music.

Until one person changes her life.

Thanks to a chance meeting with an American music producer, Maude flies off to New York to live with his family for six months while she composes her first album.

There’s just one problem.

She can only sing classical and she needs to make this pop album rock… big time.

That’s why she’s stuck working with Matt.

He’s cute, he’s famous, and he makes her mad every chance he gets.

Fortunately, her new friends have her back, though they each have worries of their own.

Popular Jazmine never falls in love—until she’s head over heels with an unexpected boy.
Good girl Cynthia’s got a secret passion that could break her parents’ heart.
And Ben’s family tradition means he’s got an important choice to make before his birthday.

As Maude’s fun new life intersects with theirs she wonders how she could ever go back to her old one.

But when she uncovers the truth about her past, will she find the strength to overcome it or will it destroy her forever?


The title alone was so enticing. France and New York. Two places I would love to visit and take it all in.

Maude is 16 and an orphan. At the start the story has Cinderella vibes as she lived with her foster parents, dad off being a layer and the mom figure being a fat lazy woman that expects Maude to be her housekeeper and babysitter to the twin boys. See the similarities?

When she gets to go on a school trip to Paris for the day and sings infront of an audience in a local Parisian cafe she is then discovered by James Baldwin, a music producer in New York. With somehow convincing the evil foster parents she is then off to New York!

She lives with his family and comes across his children who make her life already become so lively as she is not used to this type of family behaviour.

I found it very interesting to learn about La Cenerentola – a nineteenth century opera that is more lively than the Disney version of Cinderella.

However after this I felt like the novel dragged a lot.

2/5 stars


Book Review: A House To Amend A Broken Heart


Everyone is hiding from something. . . Full of warmth, laughter, tears and heartache. Find out if there is a happy-ever-after at Willow Tree Hall. Willow Tree Hall has seen much better days and has been the proud ancestral home of the Earl and Countess of Cranley for centuries. With no qualifications and escaping her past Annie Rogers takes the job as housekeeper to widowed Arthur, the charming current Earl of Cranley. After a bad fall puts Arthur in hospital, it’s up to a reluctant heir apparent Sam Harris, to lend a helping hand and try to find a sustainable future for the Estate. With the house requiring a full renovation Annie suddenly finds herself completely out of her depth with a team of dodgy builders and Sam watching critically from the side-lines. With Sam running from his past and Annie hiding from hers, just maybe together they can bring Willow Tree Hall back to life. The start of a beautiful new series focusing on the lives and loves, trial and tribulations of all those who live and work at Willow Tree Hall.


Annie is the housekeeper to Arthur. When he has an accident the only living relatives comes by. With a negative history we are introduced to Sam and Will. I seem to like positive fluffy novels the most. This one is written well, I just found my last read really easy to get into. Willow Tree Hall is an estate that is to be left to Sam to maintain as their parents passed away very young and they are the only relatives that can maintain it as their elders cannot. After around 50 pages in (eBook reading) I began to get bored as you can sum up a lot of the pages as nothing really changes. It’s a very slow progression with not much happening, I’ve found from the beginning that it could have been written at a gripping pace to properly entice the reader in.

Therefore 2/5 stars


Tuesday Thoughts

life is funny at times

everything happens so randomly

things you plan out to do,

the right path to take,

the right lifestyle

to not be limited in choices or settle for anything less,

doing what is right

when, it can be so difficult to choose between a few different paths


Book Review: Hopscotch Life


Poor Plum Tardy. Between being saddled with a goofy name, to the way she misquotes adages, to her quirky style of dress, Plum always feel out of sync with other people. But even if others do seem to move in lockstep to successes Plum can’t even imagine, while she erratically leaps through life as if it were some giant hopscotch court, that doesn’t explain the startling way her life unravels.

Plum catches her fiancé Noah Rowle in the act with sexy Claire Denton, his partner in a real estate deal designed to allow the soul-sucking Budget-Mart chain to gobble up blocks of land across the country. Thinking her life couldn’t get any worse, she also learns he’s cheated her financially. Desperate to flee, Plum stumbles onto a bag of cash. Assuming that to be the booty Noah took from her, she runs off with it, toward a destination that’s just a name on a map. There, Plum finds a quirky town that needs someone like her. In one crazy leap, she not only makes that place her home, she thinks she’s hit on a way to stop to Noah and Claire’s land score.

But while Plum tries to help her new town halt the steamroller of progress, even with her unconventional perspective she could not have predicted the way her past would collide with her present. Will her offbeat approach save her, or land her in behind bars in hopscotch hell?


Plum. Her sister Sunni and her mother Crystal. How interesting names.

It was a little confusing at the start (as I find with a lot of novels) however I slowly got into it more so when I had free time. I enjoyed the writing style once I got into it however at times I feel like there’s no need to explain every small thing just from my own perspective. I enjoyed hearing the backstory to Plum and Noah as it gives a real insight as to how they where before things take a different turn.

The author introduces you to Plum’s life. The good and the bad and when it began to spiral as she loses her job and gets betrayed.

Overall I enjoyed this read and watching the characters develop.

3/5 Stars


Thursday Thoughts

If it’s something you’re really passionate about , you’ll find a way to make it work

In that moment, I realised I did have a choice. My life wasn’t something that happened without my input. I guided my life where I wanted it to go. There were two paths stretched out in front of me: the safe, sensible, no-nonsense plan and the wild, risky, unchartered territory. I only knew where one of those paths ended up, and it definitely wasn’t in a place that would make me happy.

Passion is worthless without the courage to see it through. So I pushed past all my fears and found a way to make it work.

That’s what courage is. Doing what you need to do even when you’re scared out of your mind. Changing your plans when they’re no longer working for you.

Stop being so afraid to fail that you never allow yourself to succeed.

Success means being happy. As long as you’re happy, that’s all that matters.


BookClub Reads: The Honeymoon


Set in London and Venice at the end of the twentieth century, The Honeymoon follows a young man’s journey into his own past and the strange events that caused his life to unravel. American-born Gordon Garraty spent much of his childhood traveling through the capitals of Europe with his eccentric mother Maureen. As Maureen worked on her interminable art guide, Gordon recorded their journeys with his camera. Only later, while working in London as a freelance photographer, did Gordon begin to emerge from his mother’s influence—and meet Annie.

Several years his senior and the daughter of a North London cabbie, Annie is Gordon’s first love—and after a dizzying courtship, his wife. But when they take a honeymoon in Venice, Gordon and Annie are accompanied by Maureen and her new Swiss fiancé. The brilliance of the city seems to distort rather than illuminate. Jealousy, suspicion, and conflicting desires rise to a palpable intensity before a single act of absurd but devastating violence lays bare the emptiness at the core of their gilded lives.


I really enjoyed this part of the novel “One final glimpse from the portal window, from the gangplank, or the railing. The separation always feels like forever. And the protest is always the same, ‘But I haven’t seen enough. I am not full up! I would like to have seen a little more of Paris. One more afternoon coffee on the St Andre de Arts. One more morning in the Musee Rodin.’ Or, ‘Another day in London is all I ask. If I were to get up early and have just a sandwich for lunch I could do two museums in a day…One more afternoon in Madrid admist the Goyas and Picassos, if you please. One more lazy afternoon in Rome. One more gondola ride in Venice…It is here that I have felt most alive, most in love. Here where my eyes are open.’ And it feels that life is not possible, it cannot go on at home in normal circumstances and indeed it cannot!…I pity you…The only solace is that the door is not shut behind you. There is no rush. No haste required. For no matter the crowd that beats you back there, Europe will look fresh and new to the proper viewer. To friendly eyes, she will part the curtains and reveal…the same quality that has attracted visitors and the greatest artist since these cities began: inspiration.”

I think it describes the romance that one can have with a city or a place. This book spends a lot of time with characters that spend so much time falling in love with the art and world around them they miss what it is to love each other. I was expecting more of a romance but the book was more melancholic and at times sad and in a way it is the perfect travel companion. Travel in many ways is a solo journey. No matter the partner you go with the place and how you experience it is something only you can describe.

I wish I had spent more time looking up the paintings referenced in the book as parts of it would have enhanced the reading experience.

3/5 Stars


Book Review: Ready Player One


IN THE YEAR 2044, reality is an ugly place. The only time teenage Wade Watts really feels alive is when he’s jacked into the virtual utopia known as the OASIS. Wade’s devoted his life to studying the puzzles hidden within this world’s digital confines, puzzles that are based on their creator’s obsession with the pop culture of decades past and that promise massive power and fortune to whoever can unlock them.

But when Wade stumbles upon the first clue, he finds himself beset by players willing to kill to take this ultimate prize. The race is on, and if Wade’s going to survive, he’ll have to win—and confront the real world he’s always been so desperate to escape.


Review originally written in October 2014:

Ready Player One had all the ingredients for a deliciously good book. It was interesting, new, and fresh, and had just the right amount of friendship and love, next to a wickedly awesome storyline. And let’s not forget the world this book created – the OASIS, a whole new virtual world in which I would get lost in a heartbeat.

Which is what happens, basically. The year is 2044 and the world has gone to hell. The majority of the population is starving, suffering from poverty and all kinds of illnesses. Since reality is so bad, people have created a second identity in a virtual world called the OASIS. You can be anyone you want. That is the beauty of it. When the creator of the OASIS, James Halliday, dies, he leaves behind a quest like no other. Find three keys connected to three gates in the OASIS, which consists of millions of planets and worlds. The person who clears the final Crystal gate wins Halliday’s entire fortune. “Willy Wonka meets The Matrix,” as was quoted on the cover.

I love the idea of the OASIS. I love everything about it. I love the fact that you can be anyone and anything you want, that you can travel anywhere you want (even freaking Jupiter), and do whatever you want. It sounds glorious, and it would be very dangerous for me to own a console like that. I would completely forget about the outside world. 

The idea of the über-contest is a brilliant storyline. The search for Halliday’s Easter egg is literally the ultimate quest and takes years. Only the best persevere. The best, and the cheaters: it’s not just honest people trying to solve the puzzle, but there’s also an evil corporate involved. They want to take over the OASIS and make all kinds of changes to it. It makes it all the more exciting. You’re rooting for the good guys and booing the bad guys. It felt like a reality show at times.

I am not a gamer. I’m not that much of a geek, and I know pretty much nothing about the decade of the ‘80s. I’m pretty sure I did not even understand 5% of the references, but they were all explained briefly (video game? TV show? Movie? Song?) so I was able to follow anyway. Despite my obvious lack of knowledge, I still thoroughly enjoyed this book. I loved the characters of Parzival, Aech and Art3mis. Sorrento was a brilliant villain. Everything just fit. Like a key in a lock. Which might take you to a whole new world one day.

4/5 Stars


Book Review: Work in Progress


I never thought my first kiss would be on my wedding day.

But here I stand, clutching a bouquet of pale pink roses behind the doors of a Las Vegas chapel, and at the end of the aisle is the absolute last man I imagined would be waiting for me.

Thomas Bane.

Bestselling author. Notorious bad boy. Savagely handsome, dark as sin, chiseled as stone. And somehow, my soon-to-be husband.

Marry him, and I’ll land my dream job. Save him, and I’ll walk away with everything I’ve ever wanted. All I have to do is remember it’s all for show. None of it is real, no matter how real it feels.

But first, I have to survive the kiss.

And with lips like his, I don’t stand a chance.


Although I am addicted to romance novels, too much cheesy in my reads is not great.

“Deep down, I’d always known our time together was temporary. Because life was fluid, ever changing, never the same for long. It was a string of seasons, good times and bad, happy and sad, one after the other. But above that deep-down knowledge was the naive hope that we’d somehow stay together forever.”

I fell just a bit bad because I am becoming one of those negative reviewers portrayed in the book but hell not even the blogging aspect saved this one for me. The writing was good, no problem there, now the characters and plot is another story.

Do you know when authors create characters that have this one distinctive feature that identifies the main characters? Well, this is an example when the characters are nothing else but that. To make characters interesting they should not be predictable and hopefully had a complexity to them, but oh boy Thomas (I refuse to call him Tommy, iugh) was only loyal and dangerous, while Amelia was only naive and pure. I could literally predict everything that will happen and how the characters were going to react, it was so bland.

The novel felt endless, so much of nothing, there was zero drama when needed and when it appeared it was completely absurd. There were some interesting backstories to Thomas and his brother and mom, but we had so little of scenes with them. A work in progress is the perfect example of how romance becomes the only focus of the main characters lives. It was like 2 weeks of only them, but how when his mom lived in the same property and was hella sick. I just feel that if added more scenes of this my liking for Thomas could have grown. The “huge break” though, wow my eyes rolled till Asia and beyond, so forced and fabricated. Also, our female character feels like crap for things that are not even her fault. If you hate miscommunication, you are warned.

In conclusion a little too much unrealistic content and drama, I am out. I just didn’t connect.

2/5 Stars


Bookclub Reads: Then. Now. Always.


Twenty-eight year old Hannah is ready for an adventure. She and her colleagues are in Spain for a month to film a documentary, and it’s a dream come true. Not least because Hannah will get to spend long summer days with Theo, her boss (and crush). If only Tom (Hannah’s best friend and cameramen) and Claudette (the presenter) would stop getting in the way…

Then things become even more complicated when Nancy, Hannah’s half-sister arrives. What on earth is she doing here?

For once in her life, can’t Hannah just have one perfect summer, free of any drama?


First, lets discuss the cover, it definitely sets the scene of Mojacar and easy to picture a village that has never changed up through time with its white buildings, bright colourful flowers and amazing views of the sea.

The story follows Hannah who visits the Mojacar on a work trip with her best friend Tom, her dreamy Greek God of a boss Theo and don’t forget Claudette the presenter. The month long trip includes filming a documentary of a place that is close to Hannah’s heart and also as she describes, the place that has made her into the person she is today. Apart from the crazy teenage antics Hannah got up on her last visit to the Spanish village with her friend Rachel many moons ago, Mojacar is exactly how she remembers.

Then Now Always has been written well balanced between getting to know Hannah and her past including her relationship with her half-sister Nancy, her adventures in Mojacar during her work trip and also the magical history of Mojacar. There are a lot of events that happen in this story and we also get to know a bit about each character that is mentioned. My favourite part of this story is the friendship that develops between Hannah and Elaine and getting to know a lot about Elaine’s life story and the reason why she moved to Mojacar, which is sad but the ending will make you happy and proud.

Unfortunately, I did have an issue with this book and that is that I felt it dragged a bit too long when got to about 60-70% of the novel. I felt a bit frustrated at times and I wanted to get straight to the point. Although I loved the descriptions of the island I did find the main character funny at times however annoying at times.

4/5 Stars


Breakfast Recipe: Herb Omelette

Serve 2 with this delicious recipe!

Prep time: 5 mins

Cook time: 5 mins


  • 1 tsp vegetable oil
  • Tomato halved
  • 4 large eggs
  • 1tbsp chopped parsley
  • 1 tbsp chopped basil


First: Heat the oil in a small non-stick frying pan, then cook the tomatoes cut-side down until starting to soften and colour. Meanwhile, beat the eggs with the herbs and plenty of freshly ground black pepper in a small bowl.

Secondly: Scoop the tomatoes from the pan and put them on two serving plates. Pour the egg mixture into the pan and stir gently with a wooden spoon so the egg that sets on the base of the pan moves to enable uncooked egg to flow into the space. Stop stirring when it’s nearly cooked to allow it to set into an omelette. Cut into four and serve with the tomatoes.


Book Review: Where The Light Gets In


It was Betty, defiant to the end, who sent Lorna back to Longhampton. If Lorna’s learned one thing from Betty it’s that courage is something you paint on like red lipstick, even when you’re panicking inside. And right now, with the keys to the town’s gallery in her hand, Lorna feels about as courageous as Betty’s anxious little dachshund, trembling beside her.

Lorna’s come home to Longhampton to fulfil a long-held dream, but she knows, deep down, there are ghosts she needs to lay to rest first. This is where her tight-knit family shattered into silent pieces. It’s where her unspoken fears about herself took root and where her own secret, complicated love began. It’s not exactly a fresh start.

But as Lorna – and the little dog – tentatively open their cracked hearts to old friends and new ones, facing hard truths and fresh promises, something surprisingly beautiful begins to grow around the gallery, something so inspirational even Lorna couldn’t have predicted the light it lets into her world . . 


I liked the overall story of Lorna and Joyce’s friendship and, as always, I liked the dogs. However, I found the story was too meandering and without depth. In addition, the Sam element was supremely tedious. The ending just did my head in.

I love the meaning of the story however I did find this novel to be a bit slow for my liking.

2.5 / 5 Stars


Vegan Friendly Recipe – Cinnamon Cookie Recipe


  • 280 g (2 cups) all-purpose flour (dip and sweep)*
  • 185 g (3/4 cup and 1 tablespoon) unsalted butter, at room temperature, cut into cubes
  • 105 g (1/2 cup) granulated sugar
  • 2 teaspoons ground cinnamon


  • Preheat the oven to 350°F(177C°). Line baking sheet with parchment paper or silicone baking mat. Set aside.
  • Put flour and sugar in a medium bowl and mix well.
  • Add ground cinnamon and mix until combined well.
  • Add butter to the flour mixture and knead well until the dough becomes together.
  • Take small pieces (25grams- a little bit more than 1 tablespoon can take) of the dough and roll them into balls. Alternatively, as this recipe makes 22 cookies, you can divide the dough into 22 pieces and roll them into balls. Press the balls preferably with a flat-bottomed glass or a measuring cup to flatten them evenly or with the palm of your hand and finally give a shape with a fork.
  • Bake for 14 minutes or until the edges are lightly brown.
  • Remove the cookies from the oven and let the cookies cool for 10 minutes on the baking sheet before transferring them to a wire rack to completely cool. They will be crunchier as they cool.  When they are cool, store the cookies in an airtight container to keep their freshness.

Book Review: Passion on Park Avenue


For as long as she can remember, Bronx-born Naomi Powell has had one goal: to prove her worth among the Upper East Side elite—the same people for which her mom worked as a housekeeper. Now, as the strongminded, sassy CEO of one of the biggest jewelry empires in the country, Naomi finally has exactly what she wants—but it’s going to take more than just the right address to make Manhattan’s upper class stop treating her like an outsider.

The worst offender is her new neighbor, Oliver Cunningham—the grown son of the very family Naomi’s mother used to work for. Oliver used to torment Naomi when they were children, and as a ridiculously attractive adult, he’s tormenting her in entirely different ways. Now they find themselves engaged in a battle-of-wills that will either consume or destroy them…

Filled with charm and heart and plenty of sex and snark, this entertaining series will hook you from the very first page.


I did like Naomi and Oliver but it was such a light, slow burn romance with nothing major happening that I never really felt their connection. I liked their interactions, they could be sweet, but it was lacking that want and need.

It took me a while to get into the story and I spent the first half wondering if I shouldn’t finish it. However, I was invested enough that I wanted to know what would happen so I stuck with it. It’s not super descriptive and some thing’s felt like a footnote or glossed over. I didn’t warm up to Naomi until the end, she’s a pretty brash character that could hold a major grudge and it almost felt over the top. Towards the end, she softened and I liked her much more. That’s when her personality shined.

2/5 Stars


Book Review: Unexpected Lessons In Love


Jeannie always wanted to fall in love, and now she’s finally got the whirlwind romance she dreamed of. Dan’s gorgeous, he’s a successful young vet, and he flew her to New York and proposed on Brooklyn Bridge. Jeannie has to remind herself this is actually her life. It seems too perfect, too magical, to be real. Yet it is.

But now she’s on her way to the wedding she can’t shake off the tight sensation crushing her chest. Is it just nerves . . . or is this all happening a bit too fast?

Jeannie has one last chance to shout, ‘Stop!’ But just as she grabs it, a twist of fate throws everything she knows into the air like confetti. What Jeannie learns about Dan, about her own heart, and about the power of love itself, will change her world for ever . . .


Unexpected Lessons in Love filled me with so many different emotions. Tears were spilled, smiles were given, and love felt. As much as Jeannie irritated me at the beginning of the novel, by the end her journey warmed my heart and I felt myself routing for her. The story itself is so character driven, full of friendship, heartbreak and love. In all honestly I knew what would happen in the end, however I definitely didn’t expect there to be such a twist! The part I loved most about this book though (not that there was much I disliked) was all the dogs. This aspect simply made the story for me. Love love love!

I highly recommend this novel if you’re a lover of contemporary fiction, or just want a bit light in the dark. I’m very much looking forward to reading more from Lucy Dillon as always!

3/5 Stars


Book Review: David Copperfield


David Copperfield is the story of a young man’s adventures on his journey from an unhappy and impoverished childhood to the discovery of his vocation as a successful novelist. Among the gloriously vivid cast of characters he encounters are his tyrannical stepfather, Mr Murdstone; his brilliant, but ultimately unworthy school-friend James Steerforth; his formidable aunt, Betsey Trotwood; the eternally humble, yet treacherous Uriah Heep; frivolous, enchanting Dora Spenlow; and the magnificently impecunious Wilkins Micawber, one of literature’s great comic creations. In David Copperfield – the novel he described as his ‘favourite child’ – Dickens drew revealingly on his own experiences to create one of the most exuberant and enduringly popular works, filled with tragedy and comedy in equal measure. This edition uses the text of the first volume publication of 1850, and includes updated suggestions for further reading, original illustrations by ‘Phiz’, a revised chronology and expanded notes. In his new introduction, Jeremy Tambling discusses the novel’s autobiographical elements, and its central themes of memory and identity.

This novel reads like a soap opera. However, even though I don’t watch many soap operas I can say that many that I have glanced at always seem to involve upper middle class and upper class people. Australian soap operas tend to only deal with the upper middle class (see Neighbours and Home & Away) where as the US ones tend to deal with the uber-rich (Dynasty). What sets Dickens apart is that he deals with the poor and poverty stricken.
Despite my dislike of Dickens’ work, as I have suggested before, they are actually quite helpful and insightful because we see a side of 19th Century England that we do not see in a lot of the other novels. Say for instance Jane Eyre, or the writings of Jane Austin. In these romances we are always dealing with the landed aristocracy. In Dickens we are not. We are dealing with the poverty stricken masses of England. It is especially important because Dickens is writing from experience. While it is very much an ‘oh woah is me’ type experience, if we can step away from that we can see and experience a part of England that we very rarely get to experience. Moreso, we tend to see it in all is dark and dirty unpleasantness.

2/5 Stars


Book Review: The Old Curiosity Shop


The archetypal Victorian melodrama, as heartfelt and moving today as when it was first published, Charles Dickens’s The Old Curiosity Shop is edited with notes and an introduction by Norman Page in Penguin Classics.

Little Nell Trent lives in the quiet gloom of the old curiosity shop with her ailing grandfather, for whom she cares with selfless devotion. But when they are unable to pay their debts to the stunted, lecherous and demonic money-lender Daniel Quilp, the shop is seized and they are forced to flee, thrown into a shadowy world in which there seems to be no safe haven. Dickens’s portrayal of the innocent, tragic Nell made The Old Curiosity Shop an instant bestseller that captured the hearts of the nation, even as it was criticised for its sentimentality by figures such as Oscar Wilde. Yet alongside the story’s pathos are some of Dickens’s greatest comic and grotesque creations: the ne’er-do-well Dick Swiveller, the mannish lawyer Sally Brass, the half-starved ‘Marchioness’ and the lustful, loathsome Quilp himself.


Curiosity Shop weaves between the travels of Little Nell and her grandfather and the doings of characters like Kit Nubbles and Dick Swiveler in London. I find that the novel reads more like a literary experiment. I love thinking of it as a “modern” fairytale for the age in which it was written. Certainly, angelic, innocent, ethereal Nell has many strange experiences on her journey through the novel, meeting both the benevolent, the malevolent, the grotesque, and the unusual.

3/5 Stars


Book Review: Outmatched


What happens when a boxer finds chemistry with a geek?

Parker Brown can’t believe she needs to hire a fake boyfriend. When she landed her dream job in renewable energy, she thought she’d be entering a world at the forefront of progressive thinking. But the head boss prefers to promote employees who are “settled.” Thankfully, she’s found the perfect candidate, a fellow intellectual looking for some quick cash. What Parker gets is his protective big brother—Rhys Morgan. The tall, muscled ex-boxer with a foul mouth shows up just as her boss does, and now she’s stuck with the manipulative jerk.

Responsibility weighs heavily on Rhys. Now permanently out of the ring, he’s trying to hold together his late father’s gym and keep his younger brother, Dean, on the straight and narrow. To save Dean from himself, Rhys takes his place, ready to give this society girl a piece of his mind. Instead, he finds an opportunity. Even though they can hardly stand each other, posing as Parker’s boyfriend is a win-win deal. She gets to keep her job, and he’ll charm her star-struck boss into sponsoring his gym.

Problem is, they can barely keep their hands off each other. And what started as an easy deal isn’t so easy anymore. Because what future can a rough ex-boxer, afraid to open his heart, and a polished society geek, who has sworn off real relationships, possibly have?

They say opposites attract. These opposites are about to combust on impact.


This was a good novel. I was really excited about it, I thought I was gonna love it because this a ‘Fake Dating’ romance book and I’m a sucker for it but in the end I didn’t love it as much I thought I would.

I liked the novel, I liked the characters but there was something about the novel that didn’t make me connect too much with it.

Parker was really adorable, I liked her so much. There were times were she made me laugh and that was one of the reasons why I liked her. The connection between Rhys and Parker was great and you could see from the first time they met that there was attraction between them.

I don’t know what I was expecting from this book but I expected something more, and even though it wasn’t what I expected, I still enjoyed it and I would still recommend it. 

3/5 Stars


Book Review: Penguin’s Poems for Life


Taking its inspiration from Shakespeare’s idea of the “seven ages” of a human life, this new anthology brings together the best-loved poems in English to inspire, comfort and delight readers for a lifetime. Beginning with babies, the book is divided into sections on childhood, growing up, making a living and making love, family life, getting older, and approaching death, ending with poems of mourning and commemoration. Ranging from Chaucer to Carol Ann Duffy, via Shakespeare, Keats, and Lemn Sissay, this book offers something for each of those moments in life – whether falling in love, finding your first grey hair or saying your final goodbyes – when only a poem will do.


The most difficult thing about a novel full of poems is what is in them. The person who has the job to decide and compose a novel of good poems to everyone’s tasting is a very hard job indeed. This book of poems is set on life and the seasons of life. From the the first memories to the last breath. This book has a well sort out theme of poems with very famous and mind breaking poets. Though a good book of poems and that has exactly what you want is very hard to find. In every book you have a problem with the plot or character or in some circumstances you absolutely love it.

I believe it is a decent novel and contains good old poetry. Sylvia Plath, Shakespeare, William Wordsworth and many other poems to relate to!

3/5 Stars


BookClub Reads: A Room Of One’s Own


A Room of One’s Own is an extended essay by Virginia Woolf. First published on the 24th of October, 1929, the essay was based on a series of lectures she delivered at Newnham College and Girton College, two women’s colleges at Cambridge University in October 1928. While this extended essay in fact employs a fictional narrator and narrative to explore women both as writers of and characters in fiction, the manuscript for the delivery of the series of lectures, titled Women and Fiction, and hence the essay, are considered nonfiction. The essay is seen as a feminist text, and is noted in its argument for both a literal and figural space for women writers within a literary tradition dominated by patriarchy. 


This novel is a great read that I think all women should read, especially when you are in the mood to gain from an insightful read.

My favourite parts about this essay were when Woolf talked about the struggles of classic female authors – Jane Austen, the Bronte sisters, and Shakespeare’s hypothetical sister. It’s easy to think “I’m sure those women had a hard time writing!” without stopping to think about the times they lived in and how they’d just recently won the right to vote. Woolf scattered in plenty of details about women’s daily lives for context, though I got the impression that the women she talked about were already fairly well off anyway.

If I ever find myself in the mood for feminist non-fiction in the future I’d probably re-rate this higher, but for now I have to be honest and say I just didn’t totally love it. It read more like a quick historical anecdote to me.

3/5 Stars


Book Review: Stress Less, Accomplish More


In Stress Less, Accomplish More Emily Fletcher shares an ancient meditation technique designed for busy lives. The focus of the practice is stress relief, mental clarity and improved productivity, so it’s perfect for the fast pace of modern life. This style of meditation was developed specifically for people with a lot of demands on their time – those with busy jobs, lives and families – and so it has been designed to work anywhere, anytime. All you need is somewhere to sit, a little training and a few minutes to yourself.


The author spends a good chunk of the book explaining why stress is bad. This isn’t all that interesting. We all know why. We hear it all the time and what are we supposed to do with this information? If you’re me, you tend to stress about being stressed. The author also spends a great deal of time explaining how her method will not only help you feel better, but can also actively make you richer! And if you don’t believe her, let’s read all these inserted testimonials from “actual” clients!

The entire “secret” is about four pages long. It’s just one chapter out of the entire book and it’s smack bang in the middle. So we had all this build up for this teeny, tiny actual bite of information. But I was on board so I went with it. I started meditating her way. Which is to say, you don’t really meditate. And this is fantastic, because I don’t know about you, but I’ve tried meditation before and I can’t sit still that long. I’m thinking of how my feet hurt or what if someone sees me meditating and what does meditation mean? What does life mean? What is life?

But this method of meditation is really just sort of “thinking”. You focus on your surroundings. The loudest things you can hear, smell, taste, feel, etc. And then also the smallest things. I already knew a lot of this, so this felt like a bit of a lecture for something so small that could have been summed up in a blog post.

So I think this novel would suit those that have absolutely no clue on the topic.

2/5 Stars


Road Trip: Fort Dunree

This place is a great place for a walk, with the jaw-dropping views from different angles. It can be a bit of a walk at times as it involves a steep hill however it is definitely worth the visit! There is a little cafe on sight, a visitor centre with toilets and you can see what wildlife is like in the area. It has a lot of history, as it has military items. There is also a museum which has old army uniforms, pictures, guns and knives etc to view. The museum and seen the viking stuff and old army kits etc. Was very interesting looking at the old artillery that was used on the fort in its day. Very much recommend it for a day trip!


Book Review: Us by David Nicholls


Douglas Petersen may be mild-mannered, but behind his reserve lies a sense of humor that, against all odds, seduces beautiful Connie into a second date and eventually into marriage. Now, almost three decades after their relationship first blossomed in London, they live more or less happily in the suburbs with their moody seventeen-year-old son, Albie; then Connie tells him she thinks she wants a divorce.

The timing couldn’t be worse. Hoping to encourage her son’s artistic interests, Connie has planned a month-long tour of European capitals, a chance to experience the world’s greatest works of art as a family, and she can’t bring herself to cancel. And maybe going ahead with the original plan is for the best anyway. Douglas is privately convinced that this landmark trip will rekindle the romance in the marriage and might even help him bond with Albie.

Narrated from Douglas’s endearingly honest, slyly witty, and at times achingly optimistic point of view, Us is the story of a man trying to rescue his relationship with the woman he loves and learning how to get closer to a son who’s always felt like a stranger. 


The novel is largely told by Douglas Petersen, a middle-aged Englishman leading what to him is a comfortable, ordered life in the countryside with his wife Connie and their son Albie, who will be going off to University in the fall. Faced with the looming prospect of being “empty nesters”, Douglas’ sense of self and solidity is rocked to their roots by his wife’s admission one night that she wants out of their marriage. Douglas is at a total loss. His reply: “I was looking forward to us growing old together. Me and you, growing old and dying together.” But Connie’s perspective on marriage is not as absolute. “Douglas, who in their right mind would look forward to that?”

Prior to Connie’s disclosure, Douglas had planned for the family what he hoped would be a fun and rewarding family summer holiday in Europe. The Grand Tour, the last that he, Connie, and Albie would likely share together. He hoped that through this shared experience he and Connie would grow closer together and rediscover what it was that brought both of them together almost 25 years earlier. (With some considerable persuading, Douglas gets Connie and Albie to go along with his plan and the 3 of them set out for Europe, with Paris as the springboard.)

Nicholls is a very clever writer and uses his paragraphs well, introducing through them subtle time shifts throughout the novel that show the beginnings, the progression, and the ups and downs experienced by married couples.

There are some unexpected twists that come up in the novel, which made it deeply compelling at times. Any reader who loves stories about people struggling and persevering against life’s slings and arrows will find solace in reading this novel. Love David’s writing [especially One Day]

3/5 Stars


Happy New Years!

What are your resolutions for this year I suppose is the thing to ask everyone?

I think it’s good to set out goals for the year ahead you hope to achieve. 

However upon reflection of the last year, so much happens that you didn’t plan or expect. So by setting goals for the full 366 days ahead this year is a little unrealistic. 

You can not possible plan each moment. 

For example, you may have not drove in years after getting a licence and you suddenly impulse purchase on a car half way through the year which came out of the blue but later becomes a decision you never regretted in the first place. 

The point is, I think it’s good to set some goals. Of course the main aim being to succeed in your current lifestyle you have set in place. 

Goals appear when you start taking action which is usually achieved within half a year. 

I achieved so much during 2019 without setting any goals or resolutions and it was the best way possible. 

Each season I reflect because I seem to experience a lot each few months since the last half of 2018. You can only grow by reflecting. 

Travelling, experiencing all sorts of events such as jobs and your own goals you never expected to do – just because life happens as it does is the best way to live. 

Happy beginning of 2020! 


Book Review: The Christmas Party


When Declan Lorne, the last remaining knight in Ireland, dies suddenly, an ancient title passes with him. But his estate on Ireland’s rugged south-west coast is left to his three daughters. The two eldest, Ottie and Pip, inherit in line with expectations, but to everyone’s surprise – and dismay – it is the errant baby of the family, Willow, who gets the castle.

Why her? Something unknown – something terrible – made her turn her back on her family three years earlier, escaping to Dublin and vowing never to return. So when Willow quickly announces she is selling up, her revenge seems sweet and the once-close sisters are pushed to breaking point: in desperation, Pip risks everything to secure her own future, and Ottie makes a decision that will ruin lives. It’s each woman for herself.

Before moving in, Connor Shaye, the prospective new owner, negotiates throwing a lavish party at the castle just days before Christmas – his hello, their goodbye. But as their secrets begin to catch up with them, Ottie, Willow and Pip are forced to ask themselves which is harder: stepping into the future, or letting go of the past? 


This was a great novel! It wasn’t a traditional Christmas story full of fluff. This one had a deeper story and actually, Christmas was only mentioned near the very end of the novel. The story focused more on the time leading up to the holiday.

What I really enjoyed was the characters, and in particular, the relationship between the three sisters. When their father, the last remaining Knight in Ireland died suddenly, the ancient title passed with him, but everything including the castle was left to his three daughters.

What follows is a story of love and family secrets. If you are looking for classic Christmas romance, cookie baking, tree decorating and everything else festive, you will not find that here. But this novel definitely had a lot of heart, took place in a fabulous setting and had some great characters! I really enjoyed it and would recommend it as part of your holiday reading!

3/5 Stars


Book Review: The Return Journey


A secretary’s silent passion for her boss meets the acid test on a business trip….A man and a woman’s mutual disdain at first sight shows how deceptive appearances can be….An insecure wife clings to the illusion of order, only to discover chaos at the hands of a house sitter who opens the wrong doors….A pair of star-crossed travelers take each other’s bags, and then learn that when you unlock a stranger’s suitcase, you enter a stranger’s life. In their company are many more, whose poignant, ironic, often humorous stories–unforgettable slices of life–make up The Return Journey, a spellbinding trip into the human heart.

Maeve Binchy was born and educated in Dublin. She is the author of the bestselling books Evening Class, This Year It Will Be Different, The Glass Lake, The Copper Beech, The Lilac Bus, Circle of Friends, Silver Wedding, Firefly Summer, Echoes, Light a Penny Candle, and London Transports, three volumes of short stories, two plays, and a teleplay that won three awards at the Prague Film Festival. She has been writing for The Irish Times since 1969 and lives with her husband, Gordon Snell, in Dublin.


The stories are quite short, tiny snippets of people’s lives dealing with very particular situations, sometimes covering a mere few hours, with the plot in mind at the back of the novel I thought this was about one main story. They introduce you to these characters, tell you a bit of a plot, then just as you are about to get into it, it’s finished. I found this to be pointless as there was no message to each story. Not satisfying at all.

1/5 Stars


Book Review: Love and Lies at The Village Christmas Shop


Blast the Michael Bublé, wrap your hands around a cinnamon latte and enjoy this warm, hilarious Christmas novel!

Ivy loves Christmas. As owner of Christmas Every Day, the year-round festive store, you’d expect nothing less!

The only thing missing in Ivy’s life is a dash of romance – something her twin sister Holly will not let her forget…

When her mother passed away, Ivy vowed to take over the running of her mother’s store and keep the Christmas spirit alive in the idyllic seaside town of Marram Bay.

But all this changes when an enigmatic businessman moves to the town, threatening to bulldoze her beloved shop to make way for holiday complex.


First novel I am reading of Portia MacIntosh and I must say that I really loved this book!

This very festive novel, and I found it fun to read. There are a few situations happening in the book that made me laugh out loud. I also liked the fact how Ivy never gives up her dream to keep her Christmas shop alive even when this beautiful business man wants to destroy it although at times she did annoy me with how naive she is when it comes to business transactions. This novel is also about family love. And finally to top it all, there is a beautiful romance happening in the novel.

Ivy and Holly, sisters live in a household that loves Christmas and that runs the Marram Bay village Christmas Shop all year long.  Ivy shares her love of the holiday with her late mother and Holly hates the season.  After their mother’s death, Ivy has decided to take over the Christmas shop.  One day, while not expecting it, a handsome man named Seb comes into the shop.  He is charming and the two end up under the mistletoe.  Later, Ivy learns that Seb is a developer and is in the market for the property the Christmas Shop sets on.  As Ivy tries to figure out a way to keep her beloved shop and not become a bad person during the holidays, she develops some friendships including one that could be more if it wasn’t for the current situation.

This book is such a feel-good little book.  There is so much tied up into it including lost relatives, family legacies, new friendships, new romances, family editions, the power of love and family at Christmas, and community which makes it an excellent combination to find a theme that relates to you at the very least.  There isn’t a sad ending in this book at all, and even at points where the plot did hint to something negative or could have turned towards that, it didn’t. 

I will say that perhaps my favourite element of this book is the character of Ivy because she isn’t your typical woman looking for a man for the holidays.  She is strong-willed and self-sufficient, and even hard-headed most of the time.  Even when Seb makes fun of her Yorkshire accent, she faces him and doesn’t let that bother her.  In fact, she tries to brush off and ignore Seb for a while because he threatened her village, even though she did feel attracted to him.  I really admired her attitude and how she lived her life for herself.  A strong female character is always a plus in a book!   

4/5 Stars


Road Trip: Ulster Museum

This place which is right next to Botanic Gardens is interesting! It is inspiring and a good place to reflect or grab some food and walk about the local area of Belfast.

There is constant new refreshing paintings I am told as well which can be inspiring. I love visiting museums, it brings inspiration, peace, and just that feeling you get when you are learning and reflecting upon history. (It is also free to get into I might add)


Book Review: The Gravity Of Birds


Sisters Natalie and Alice Kessler were close, until adolescence wrenched them apart. Natalie is headstrong, manipulative—and beautiful; Alice is a dreamer who loves books and birds. During their family’s summer holiday at the lake, Alice falls under the thrall of a struggling young painter, Thomas Bayber, in whom she finds a kindred spirit. Natalie, however, remains strangely unmoved, sitting for a family portrait with surprising indifference. But by the end of the summer, three lives are shattered.

Decades later, Bayber, now a reclusive, world-renowned artist, unveils a never-before-seen work, Kessler Sisters—a provocative painting depicting the young Thomas, Natalie, and Alice. Bayber asks Dennis Finch, an art history professor, and Stephen Jameson, an eccentric young art authenticator, to sell the painting for him. That task becomes more complicated when the artist requires that they first locate Natalie and Alice, who seem to have vanished. And Finch finds himself wondering why Thomas is suddenly so intent on resurrecting the past.

In The Gravity of Birds histories and memories refuse to stay buried; in the end only the excavation of the past will enable its survivors to love again.


I thought The Gravity of Birds was interesting and was quite strong at the beginning in presenting the two storylines: that of the Kessler sisters and the arrival of Thomas Bayber in their lives, and the contemporary story with an elderly Thomas seeking out the sisters. It left me wondering what what happened to the Kessler sisters, what was really going on between them as the rift was palpable even at the start, etc. The book was also interesting on touching on themes of art, the drive to create, and art criticism, all of which were pretty strong early in the novel. I loved that the main theme of family and the notion of how strong the bonds of blood are when faced with illness and personal tragedy, disappointment and resentment.

The story of Alice and Natalie and Thomas had me completely enthralled, as well as Dennis and Stephen’s attempts to find out what happened back then. Speaking of which, the Dennis and Stephen dynamic was quite interesting to read at first especially as their road trip started off rather hilariously. But I felt like their respective character stories weren’t as strong as they could be (though Dennis’ personal backstory was much more interesting and fleshed out), probably just because the main story was very intriguing to digress to other characters that weave in and out of the main story. I would recommend The Gravity of Birds to readers of historical fiction.

4/5 Stars


BookClub Reads: Peter Pan


Peter Pan by J. M. Barrie Peter pan, the mischievous boy who refuses to grow up, lands in the Darling’s proper middle-class home to look for his shadow. He befriends Wendy, John and Michael and teaches them to fly (with a little help from fairy dust). He and Tinker Bell whisk them off to Never-land where they encounter the Red Indians, the Little Lost Boys, pirates and the dastardly Captain Hook. 


Growing up is scary. But so is not growing up. There’s a fine balance between finding the time to be free and open, enjoying life and staying away from one’s fears. But you must also learn what is necessary to become a good, solid and functioning citizen of the society.

What I love about this story is the amount of interpretations you can absorb from the story, the characters, the setting and the action. Just when you think you’ve got them all down, another view point comes into play – and you have to re-think what the moral purpose of the book is about.

This is a great read for all ages! Highly recommend.

5/5 Stars


Book Review: Encore Valentine


As Encore Valentine begins, snow falls like glitter over Tuscany at the wedding of Valentine’s grandmother. Meet the Roncalli and Angelini families, artisans of handcrafted shoes in Greenwich Village since 1903. Valentine’s dreams are dashed when her grandmother names her brother and nemesis Alfred her partner at Angelini Shoes. A long-distance romance with the sexy Gianluca who lives in remote Tuscany seems impossible so Valentine tries to devote herself to her work. A once-in-a-lifetime business opportunity takes Valentine to Buenos Aires, where she finds a long-buried secret hidden deep within a family scandal. Once unearthed, the truth rocks the Roscallis, but Valentine is determined to hold her family together. More so, she longs to create one of her own, but is torn between a past love that nurtured her, and a new one that promises to sustain her.


This is the second instalment in the Valentine series. Valentine Roncalli is a 35-year old single woman living in New York City. She recently inherited her family’s custom shoe business with the caveat that her brother will take over the business management side of things. Her best friends are Gabe, a gay man who has a flair for decorating, and Bret, her ex-fiancee. She has a love interest in Italy who writes amazing letters to her, but she isn’t sure how committed she can get to someone who lives so far away. The business is struggling to expand and Valentine takes a trip to Argentina where she meets a long lost cousin and learns more about her family.

Valentine is just not likeable enough character. I find Valentine to be immature and tiresome. I could not for the life of me figure out why an older, and presumably wiser man like Gianluca would want anything to do with her.

Trigiani had a tendency to throw in little life lessons along the way that really annoyed me. I literally rolled my eyes during some of the more trite parts. Trigiani also tries to wax lyrical in a forced and unnatural way. She had an obsession with using unique color words to evoke a mood–chocolate, eggshell, ruby, saffron, pumpkin, emerald, etc. But it didn’t flow well and it just got overbearing for me.

1/5 Stars


Book Review: Ariel by Sylvia Plath


When Sylvia Plath died, she not only left behind a prolific life but also her unpublished literary masterpiece, Ariel. Her husband, Ted Hughes, brought the collection to life in 1966, and its publication garnered worldwide acclaim. This collection showcases the beloved poet’s brilliant, provoking, and always moving poems, including “Ariel” and once again shows why readers have fallen in love with her work throughout the generations.


I find poetry hard to review. I’m not much of a poet myself: I dabble now and again but I wouldn’t call myself one. I don’t feel like I have enough knowledge of the craft to fully appreciate poetry, and so I can’t really comment on how good it is.

Sylvia Plath is a poet I do like, but I don’t love all of her poems. This collection in particular was a little bit of a mixture, but I feel like I’ll appreciate it more and more on subsequent readings – and I will most definitely be returning to it. The majority of the poems have a strong focus on death, at least for me, which does not make for light reading. I think with a different headspace I will find a lot more to love in this collection.

If you are looking to get into poetry, I would say Plath is a good place to start, as her poetry is more accessible than most. I’d read The Bell Jar first though.

3/5 Stars


Tuesday Thoughts

“If it’s something you’re really passionate about , you’ll find a way to make it work

In that moment, I realised I did have a choice. My life wasn’t something that happened without my input. I guided my life where I wanted it to go. There were two paths stretched out in front of me: the safe, sensible, no-nonsense plan and the wild, risky, un-chartered territory. I only knew where one of those paths ended up, and it definitely wasn’t in a place that would make me happy. 

Passion is worthless without the courage to see it through. So I pushed past all my fears and found a way to make it work. 

That’s what courage is. Doing what you need to do even when you’re scared out of your mind. Changing your plans when they’re no longer working for you 

Stop being so afraid to fail that you never allow yourself to succeed. 

Success means being happy. As long as you’re happy, that’s all that matters.”


Book Review: A Tree Grows In Brooklyn


The beloved American classic about a young girl’s coming-of-age at the turn of the century, Betty Smith’s A Tree Grows in Brooklyn is a poignant and moving tale filled with compassion and cruelty, laughter and heartache, crowded with life and people and incident. The story of young, sensitive, and idealistic Francie Nolan and her bittersweet formative years in the slums of Williamsburg has enchanted and inspired millions of readers for more than sixty years. By turns overwhelming, sublime, heartbreaking, and uplifting, the daily experiences of the unforgettable Nolans are raw with honesty and tenderly threaded with family connectedness — in a work of literary art that brilliantly captures a unique time and place as well as incredibly rich moments of universal experience


Betty Smith’s classic novel, A Tree Grows in Brooklyn is a rather odd book in the sense that it has no real plot. There wasn’t a build up to some significant event or events; it’s simply the story of Francie Nolan growing up in Brooklyn, New York during the 1900’s. That about sums it up. Of course, the Nolan family go through their share of hardships. Francie’s father has trouble finding work, and he’s the town drunk but in Francie’s eyes, her papa can do no wrong. They have a special connection. Personally, I took an instant liking to Francie especially in the second chapter when she talks about her love of books and shares with us her special reading spot. Being a book lover myself and someone who enjoys a little peace and quiet now and then, I can relate.

Did I like this novel? It wasn’t too bad. The pace is slow—like a turtle walking backwards slow. The plot was rather plain, but I enjoyed Francie enough to want to finish our journey together. I felt a little detached while reading. It might just be the author’s writing style, but I didn’t feel pulled into the story like I have with other books. Sometimes you read a book, and you’re there with the character but other times you’re There There; when they’re upset, you cry; when they’re angry, you want to punch a wall. I lacked those feelings. I’m not saying don’t read it. I’m just saying I didn’t connect as well with this novel.

2/5 Stars


Recipe: Vegan Almond Coconut Cake

This time I wondered, what would almonds taste like in a cake, I haven’t really had any that are almond flavour unless it has the flakes and such throughout them when I want to enjoy a smooth non-nutty snack but with the taste only.


2 and 1/2 cups all purpose flour (220g)

1/2 cup (100g) sugar

2 tsp baking powder

1/2 tsp salt

1 cup (240ml) soy milk

1/3 (80ml) vegetable oil

1 tbsp cider vinegar

1 tsp vanilla extract

2.5 tsp almond extract


Mix the flour into a mixing bowl and add the sugar, baking soda and salt. 

Then add the soy milk, vegetable oil, vinegar, vanilla, almond ingredients. 

Stir briefly with a hand whisk to combine properly and remove any lumps

Line a cupcake tray with cupcake liners and divide the batter between them

Preheat the oven to 180 degrees. Then, bake for 25-30 minutes until a toothpick or knife inserted into the centre comes out clean.

I prefer the Almond Cupcakes I made the most!


Book Review: Winnie-the-Pooh: The Complete Collection of Stories and Poems


A. A. Milne’s Winnie-the-Pooh is nothing less than a true children’s classic. Winnie-the-Pooh may be a bear of very little brain, but thanks to his friends Piglet, Eeyore and, of course, Christopher Robin, he’s never far from an adventure.

This very special collection will delight fans of Winnie-the-Pooh young and old. Relive all your favourite episodes from the Hundred Acre Wood, brought stunningly to life with the iconic illustrations from E.H. Shepard.

Pooh ranks alongside other beloved character such as Paddington Bear, and Peter Rabbit as an essential part of our literary heritage. Whether you’re 5 or 55, Pooh is the bear for all ages.


Winnie-The-Pooh, a wonderfully charming, kind, caring, very clever and funny bear; it’s very interesting to read the original source, especially in my edition which is a 75th Anniversary hardback edition, fully illustrated with colour pictures drawn from E.H. Shepard.
The familiar characters, Pooh, Eeyore, Owl, Piglet, Christopher Robin and the sparse appearances of Tigger are solid complex characters. Of the many surprises I encountered, the two that stood out were the dark undertones at the start of the story which introduced Kanga and Roo to the forest, which also presents the dark side of Rabbit’s character, this turns up again in a second tale.
This is a gem that every serious collector should have in their library, it’s a treasure to be unveiled when in the company of an unsuspecting wide eyed child with an insatiable appetite for adventures and lessons on the importance of friendship and kindness to animals and the environment.

There’s two volumes of poetry which didn’t really do it for me, I’m not an appreciator of poetry but it doesn’t really tarnish the book because the strength of the tales with Christopher Robin and co are story enough to keep anyone happy, and yes, as expected, the conclusion of the tales was very sad.

5/5 Stars


Book Review: The Life-Changing Magic of Tidying Up: The Japanese Art of Decluttering and Organizing


Japanese cleaning consultant Marie Kondo takes tidying to a whole new level, promising that if you properly simplify and organize your home once, you’ll never have to do it again. Most methods advocate a room-by-room or little-by-little approach, which doom you to pick away at your piles of stuff forever. The KonMari Method, with its revolutionary category-by-category system, leads to lasting results. In fact, none of Kondo’s clients have lapsed (and she still has a three-month waiting list).

With detailed guidance for determining which items in your house “spark joy” (and which don’t), this international best seller featuring Tokyo’s newest lifestyle phenomenon will help you clear your clutter and enjoy the unique magic of a tidy home – and the calm, motivated mindset it can inspire.


This book had a magical effect on me alright, although not quite the magic the author had intended. The issue I had with this book was that I did not enjoy reading it. Every time I picked it up all I could think about was how I would much rather be tidying up than reading about tidying up, so I would put it down, making for a very lengthy read of a very short (and repetitive) book.

However, something sparked a change in me as a result of reading this book. I have become obsessed with throwing things out! I cannot profess that her specific method changed me because I found much of her advice impractical for me. She has some interesting ideas if you have the time or lifestyle. I did take the one–and in my opinion only–piece of advice I needed from this book, which was to ask myself before discarding something whether it “brings me joy”. All I can say is it struck a chord in me. Since finishing this book two weeks ago I’ve discarded/donated/recycled more junk that was tidily tucked away and had become out of sight, out of mind.

In a short time I’m a changed person and it’s a freeing feeling. So lo and behold there was some magic in this book after all, and for that it was worth the read. That, and I found it mildly entertaining if not comical. At the very least it was thought provoking, but felt more like a chore when I would have rather been reading for pleasure. Recommended if you need a little de-cluttering inspiration, but I might have preferred the audiobook so I could have killed two birds with one stone and saved some precious reading time.

3/5 Stars


Meal Recipe: Pasta and Tuna Bake

Love love love this meal!


  • 600g pasta
  • 50g butter
  • 50g plain flour
  • 600ml milk
  • 250g strong cheese, grated
  • 2 x 160g cans tuna steak in sunflower oil drained
  • 330g can sweetcorn, drained
  • large handful chopped parsley


  1. Heat oven to 180C/fan 160C/gas 4.
  2. Boil 600g rigatoni for 2 mins less time than stated on the pack.
  3. To make the sauce, melt 50g butter in a saucepan and stir in 50g plain flour.
  4. Cook for 1 min, then gradually stir in 600ml milk to make a thick white sauce.
  5. Remove from the heat and stir in all but a handful of the 250g grated cheddar.
  6. Drain the pasta, mix with the white sauce, two 160g drained cans tuna, one 330g drained can sweetcorn and a large handful of chopped parsley, then season.
  7. Transfer to a baking dish and top with the rest of the grated cheddar.
  8. Bake for 15-20 mins until the cheese on top is golden and starting to brown.

Road Trip: Magilligan Point Beach

Magilligan Point guards the mouth of Lough Foyle and is home to Lough Foyle Ferry and Martello Tower.

This short beach walk through a National Nature Reserve provides opportunities for visitors to explore the beach or spot birdlife and sealife.

When there is decent weather it’s good to take a nice stroll along this beach, it is right next to a bar however, it would be a short quick walk, and you would have to be careful as this beach does not seem to be taken care of as other beaches in this area.


Recipe: Vegan Friendly Banana Coconut Cake


Firstly to make Almond meal: 1 and 1/2 cup of almonds raw in a blender for 15 seconds to ensure fluffy-ness

1/2 cup desiccated coconut

Pinch of salt 

3/4 cup of light brown sugar

1.5 medium bananas mashed

1 teaspoon vanilla extract

3 tablespoons of lemon juice.

1 cup of coconut oil


Mix together to form and put in a baking container [with baking paper out]

Add Almond Flakes  to top it off

Pre-heat oven to 180C.

Bake in the pre-heated oven for approximately 35-45 minutes until lightly browned and cooked through the middle.

Remove from oven and cool for 15-20 minutes before slicing and serving warm.


Thursday Thoughts

Quote I really enjoyed:

If it’s something you’re really passionate about , you’ll find a way to make it work

In that moment, I realised I did have a choice. My life wasn’t something that happened without my input. I guided my life where I wanted it to go. There were two paths stretched out in front of me: the safe, sensible, no-nonsense plan and the wild, risky, unchartered territory. I only knew where one of those paths ended up, and it definitely wasn’t in a place that would make me happy. 

Passion is worthless without the courage to see it through. So I pushed past all my fears and found a way to make it work. 

That’s what courage is. Doing what you need to do even when you’re scared out of your mind. Changing your plans when they’re no longer working for you 

Stop being so afraid to fail that you never allow yourself to succeed. 

Success means being happy. As long as you’re happy, that’s all that matters. 


BookClub Reads: The Professor


The Professor was the first novel by Charlotte Brontë. It was originally written before Jane Eyre and rejected by many publishing houses, but was eventually published posthumously in 1857. The book is the story of a young man, William Crimsworth. It describes his maturation, his loves and his eventual career as a professor at an all-girl’s school. The story is based upon Charlotte Brontë’s experiences in Brussels, where she studied as a language student in 1842.


The Professor is the first novel Charlotte Bronte ever wrote, but the last to published. I feel like Charlotte was still searching for her own style when writing this story and I found it a bit less accomplished than the other novels I’ve read from her, but that’s to be expected.
The main character being male brought a new view point to the novel’s setting as I’ve pretty much only read about it from the women’s point of view. It was interesting to see how it might have been for a man to live in the 18th century England, and in this case The Netherlands as well.

The story is straight forward and quite simple, what plot twists Charlotte tried to create were easy to foresee. But that didn’t matter. What I enjoyed most about The Professor is it’s atmosphere, descriptions of the time and place, relationship struggles and in the end, a lovely, heart warming romance.
Though something that did bother me somewhat is when Charlotte over described things, or people to be more precise. There are painfully long descriptions of people we would never hear from again. I understand that Charlotte has the skill for writing about the way people look, but enough is enough. Especially for such a short novel.

3/5 Stars


Tuesday Thoughts

i don’t think you should ever have to compromise your happiness

i decided to do what I always did at work when i had to make a critical decision

but the main choice was not immediately clear: i weighed the pros and cons

i think it would’ve sucked more to never know though.

to always wonder what might have happened if i’d been brave enough to take the chance. 


Vegan Friendly – Cinnamon Rolls

I LOVE these so much, they’ve become my speciality too.

Here is an updated recipe. Less sugar, more healthy, whilst still delicious.

Altogether the duration including waiting for flour to rise can take up to 4 hours.

Ingredients for dough:

  • 2 cups almond milk (room temperate) (480 ml)
  • 1/2 cup of coconut oil (melted)
  • 1/4 cup Sugar (ensure vegan friendly)
  • 1 packet of Yeast  
  • Self-rising Flour (read below)

Mix the above ingredients together in a bowl, then let it sit for 5 whole minutes for the ingredients to combine and mix well. 

Next, add 5 cups of flour (690g) to this mix and 1 teaspoon of salt. Then mix!

Once it has all formed together as one whole, whether you need to add more milk or flour. 

Cover it with a towel and place in a warm place as best as you can to allow it to have the best chance of rising as high as it possibly can.

During this hour wait, prepare your filling:

  • ¾ cup coconut oil (170 g)
  • ¾ cup brown sugar (165 g)
  • 2 tablespoons ground cinnamon

Then once its rolled up slice it in the middle, then in the middle’s middle and so on until you have your 10-20 slices.